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I studied Computer Science and Business Economy and got an 1a-University-Diploma and Master-Degree. I have also reached a 3 year-apprenticeship as an industrial economy salesman.
I have professional skills in the following fields:
So far, I have red a lot of books, too many to name and from different genres. As I speak four languages, I also read books from different cultures, different religions, different mindsets and different philosophy of life. I made the experience over and over again: the essence and the amazing in reflecting profoundly and high emotional or intellectual intelligently authors is, that they have all similarities, they speak all a Meta-Language, that is very independent from natural languages. This Meta-Language is unique and indeed without interpretive leeways. Especially roman-à-clefs are worth to read more than once, because the experience of life chances with time in depend of circumstances and state. Imagine, you have red a book twice and discover and interprete phrases differently and in a more proufoundly way than by your first reading. By reading roman-à-clefs, you get more and more into the depth until you get the essence, until you get the hidden embassy. The other amazing point is, that normally genuis authors does not hide the abstract message intentionally, they do it in unconsciously way. The unconscious is the thing you can find, is the thing that can raise your mind. Indeed, humans are differently, hermeneutic or comparative are definitly a sensefull truth, however, if you refine or abstract information to knowledge and knowledge to wisdom, you can come to a fixed point, that is always the same and independet from time, circumstances or state. Another discovery is, that wisdom is in fact omnipresent, it is a kind of energy humans can get, when its channels exists and are open. T.S. Elliot found a very important question: "Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge? Where is the knowledge we have lost in information?"
I visited a lot of courses in psychology, philosophy and physics for many years while I have studied Informatics. I am very interested in metaphysics and ontology. In physics, I was specialized in quantum physics and astro physics. In my diploma, I explored, analyzed and discovered inner relations between Agents, Space and Objects in an ontologically and algebraically way. The discovery is now one of the hottest field of research in physics, philosophy and informatics.
I was trained as a singer in an gospel chor between 10-14 years but gave it up as I did not want to become a famous singer :-) I got a place in a Film Academy to study Media and Art Director. As a (ghost)writer, I have been writing a lot of successfully storyboards, essays, verses, sketches and songs for german and english film and music industry. For many years, I have worked as a trainer for students of art and design to explore and accelerate their talents or skills to make them aware and available. With exercises in different channels of representation, one can explore his preferential external and internal channel of cognition. In renowned advertising agencies, I am involved in assessments for arts and designs and extract brainstormings to their essence. Creativity comes not only from absinthe:-) Fantasy is more important than knowledge, because fantasy can explore or form new knowledge, and knowledge can form reality. But wisdom can form or develop fantasy. Einstein has once said, that imagination is stronger than knowledge. It depends on the context, if it is positive or negative. For one, who picture a false imagination of reality, reality is only a conceit, without trueness or truth. Imagination will be false, if it is useless. In classical logic, truth is only a useful manner to think. What about creativity? This goes far beyond the crux. If you want to get outstanding creativity, you have to go inside and express your insight. Spirituality is a key to creativity.
As I grown up with asian fellows, I got very early amazed by asian Martial Arts. I began at the age of 9 years. So far, I have been trained in Jujutsu, Wing Chun, Muay Thai and Wu Wei. At the age of 21, I explored and focused my interests in Tai Chi Chuan, Qigong and other traditional Chinese medicines (TCM) as I have the strong wish for transcendence physical skills. For those who are interested in the field of TCM, I recommend to read the superb books from Mantak Chia. For those who are interested in Yoga and Meditation, I warmly recommend the book from Swami Vishnu-Devananda "The Complete Illustrated Book of Yoga". Not only for my opinion, this book is very amazing not only for practicing yoga, but also for an insight in spirituality.
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In my life, I travelled a lot and were in different countries. Specially while having studied, I had made a break to work and travel for one year:
3 month in California:
drunken, drunken, drunken...
3 month in China, Peking:
working, working, working...
3 month in Oz, Sydney:
Gosh, yeahh, I wanna be there again, green sand-beaches and deep blue water with very romantically bays..wanna be there again..but not alone..Jergoda tha party with cooold sleever and the fuckin sunsets..cryin' the beaches:-)
3 month in Egypt, Cairo:
Nights so beautiful, watching the stars in the sky. It was so incredible. The stars are so near and you get the feeling, you can touch the sky as you can touch the stars. Almost every night, you see falling stars and all your wishes..gone there. You feel that nothing lasts forever when a star dies, but this gives you a feeling of calme, this gives you a feeling, that nothing is really important but peace, freedom and happyness. You feel the impermanence and get composure. I have felt, what it means to come from 0 to 6, see truth in 9 and felicity in 8 - from outside to inside, and inside to outside. One night, I had one of the funniest experiences, I'd ever made: With a wild cat (really!), I got drunken, lying on the beach, given the cat bits of whiskey, and this were one of the first time in my life feeling a soulmate lies within the body of the wild cat. I was fallin in love in a mentally manner :-) *grrr*
reading, informatics, IT, Business Economy, physics, philosophy, meditation, fantasy, sleeping, dreaming, longing, passion, silence, soulmates, photographs, photoshop, (deviant) arts and designs, urban fiction, cold beer, whiskey, absinth, sweet wines, black dresses, patent leather, tea, empty bars, rarely leaving home, girls, fun, reading, dancing, singing, traveling, sunglasses, 60s-80s, rock, pop, gothic, darkwave, wave, minimal techno, goa, electro, rnb, mazzy star, cats, (harmless) dogs, concerts, festivals, life music, party, laughing, fun, beach, sunrises and sunsets, cocktails, Oz, London, LA, Paris, Egypt, Kreta, 1000 and one nights, no TV, research and science, simpsons:)
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