I am really struggling with this. I know God is telling me to get more involved I know I can make a difference. I am reading my bible every night but it seems everywhere I turn GOD is telling me to be meek. And by this I think he means to control my surroundings to …

But I am ready and willing. Isn't it funny that we aren't ready and willing to do what God wants us to do all the time. That we would rather let our bosses at work boss us around all the time but sometimes we tell God no.. Maybe even when we don't mean to. just my …