It being the fact that I'm going to really write anything in this blog. I might though once in awhile, seeing as no one knows I have this... I could write things that I wouldn't write in my usual blog. I have a livejournal, and I write in that, but most of it is either really personal, or drivel... So it's not a public journal. If you have a livejournal and you want to add me I guess you can do that if you really want. http://pandora1921.livejournal.com. Maybe I'll share some song lyrics here. I think I will, this Fiona Apple song is very fitting to my current situation.

When I saw you at the grocery store
You were sharing a shopping cart with her
And I couldn't turn and run away
I didn't know what to say
You introduced us for the first time
And I had to look her in the eye
But you could not have imagined my surprise
Can't you see?
You're leaving me
For an ugly girl
Does she talk about politics?
And all that stuff that used to make me sick
Does she smoke cigars and stay up late
Oh shes so great
Does she tell you what you want to hear?
And I bet she could grow a beard
I'd feel better thinking you were queer
It's not fair
I can't compare
To an ugly girl
To an ugly girl
Lalalalalala (etc.)

Lalalalalala hahahah
Hahaha the jokes on me
I feel jealous and I feel mean
She's so nice
That it makes up for her face
There's no way, do you have to keep your eyes closed
Do you have to keep the lights down low?
Oh I bet you wish you had a blind fold

Can't you see?
You're leaving me
For an ugly girl
For an ugly girl
She's an ugly girl
A real ugly girl

lalalala....