My life is full of contradiction.
I Will confuse you.
I'm very lazy and laid back as can be.
I suffer from anxiety and sporadic depression dramas time to time due to a hormonal imbalance in the brain.
I love it when everyone around me is very laid back but lively and laughing.
I hate it when people don't take me seriously and when people take me seriously.
I cannot stand! I mean I really hate society today, I hate where I live, I really would like to put all those people that go out looking for fights,next things to steal, next person to spike or damage and put them all in one huge stadium with no way out so they can all kill each other and overdose on coke and pills. As for the people who have babies when they really do not have any intention on teaching the child morals, principles, right and wrong and how to be of good value to the world.Or even people who neglect their spawn or just want to get pregnant to get a council flat. They should be sterilized by law. And all teenage girls should have the implant until their are 18.
Other than that, I love people, faces in art, exploring people personalities.
Thoughts and feelings are a big part of my life, I struggle with those that are distant from theirs.
All the big bad stuff in my life could all be traced back to one person.
All the good stuff in my life is spread very thinly between many people, but my soul supporter would be my mother. Who is a great teacher and one hell of a tough cookie, I cannot admire her enough.
As for life plans, my dream job would be something involving animals. Been through hell and back to fight for some animals, although it still haunts me now it would be stupid to not carry on the hard work in something I am good at.
I can hold a grudge for a long time, but I can also forgive and forget easily.
I struggle really badly with guilt over little things. It all surfaces at night and early morning. Then I can feel it burning. Aggravating.
---- As The Heart Is An Organ Of Fire -----
The Crow, Rock Star, Haggard, The Evil Beneath Lock Ness, Shawshank Redemption, Man of Earth, The Shining, Donnie Darko, Lie With Me
Incubus, Johnny Cash, Three Days Grace, Otis Redding, Goo Goo Dolls, Audioslave, Pearl Jam, Buckcherry, Blood Hound Gang, Kings Of Leon, Rob Zombie, Soil, Disturbed, Jack Johnson, Nine Inch Nails, Chombichrist, James Morrison, The View, Ray Lamontagne, White Stripes, Daft Punk, HIM, Machine Head, Bowling For Soup, Fall Out Boy, Kittie, Papa Roach, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, The Feeling, Norah Jones, The Cranberries, Limp Bizkit, Robyn, Kate Nash,
People, Faces, Photography, Music, Animals, Nature, Travelling, Make up, Sex