gone

I haven't heard anything from him
in weeks
but like a day feels forever
so does weeks.
I want to know if he is ok,
i hope so.
I'm afraid to talk,
because im afraid of not getting a response.

No One.

No one understands me.
Absolutely no one does.
Except for one
but she is no where in sight.
I can't find her
and i've been calling her for hours.
My parents have gone bizerk with power
and apparently they no longer want me to live out of their house.
Reality …

new to virb. forever.

ive lied
this is my last blog
for this year atleast.

New York has nothing else to offer me.
I am running away from here,
with or without you.
So where shall I go?
where does my heart desire to be?
As much as I would love to be with him
he probably doesnt …