ive lied
this is my last blog
for this year atleast.

New York has nothing else to offer me.
I am running away from here,
with or without you.
So where shall I go?
where does my heart desire to be?
As much as I would love to be with him
he probably doesnt want to leave his life behind.
I talked to him last night,
its been a while.
but now i know
my heart is peaceful
im glad i met him
under strange circumstances
but im still glad.
Who knows
maybe i will meet my so called `soulmate`
tho i find it difficult to believe in love
cause i felt this was love
in the dictionary love is:
feel tender affection for somebody.
But truthfully there is so much more in love.
You know I will always love you,
Always in my heart.
I`m ready to runaway.
I will runaway.
and i hope i will runaway with you.
something tells me forever ill wait
i know this is not easy
but baby if you put in the effort
i promise it will be worth it.
forever this is what drives me to you
this love is in clique words
forever.