Viewing life strangely as I do, I often wonder what life would be like if I were someone else. Is their life any better than mine, or are there untold secrets behind their smiles? I would think that they have problems just like the rest of us, but what makes the other half (meaning those with money and lush lives) have that makes them content?

Does money mean peace and contentment? While I think that in some way it means security, but I would also think that it means having "Too Much."

Somedays I think of what I do not have and want to have that which I cannot, does this make me greedy or superficial? Looking through our family I've always thought of "us" as being content with what we have and not altering ourselves to be that portion of the population that tries to fit in with everyone else, I hope to remain that small piece of the puzzle that our familial genetics have passed down, that frugal son, uncle, husband & brother.

I intend on changing, but only that which needs changing and on my own terms......