mr.Tomatohead
SeptemberSep 16 Wednesday Wed 09
Gettin places
Now that it has been for some time I have recognized it fitting for myself.
The life and the style in between the thighs. Time to time, supposedly still what needs to be done is the only thing I dont want to do. So mostly I just dont do it, mostly.
What is left is the feeling. and boy o boy isnt it just the thing. Could loose everything just for this. Still wouldnt regret anything.
Gettin places that has never been seen or will after leaving, left alone they wouldn`t happen and wouldn`t make those fussy wussy squishy feelings in the bottom of your kankles.
Having done and said what it is. No regrets.
Like the guitar virtuaso said once " I know when i´m going to die so let me live my life like I want to."
Having danced for awhile only for the joy of spinning I´m starting to learn more and more steps to include for my dance, they kind of find me and stick to, eventually becoming routines. These steps come from places I go and inhabit, from people I see and take influences from.
But as has been warned:
Dance the dance that is your own and where ever you go; learn the steps that those places offer and include them with your own, so you could dance with the people you meet but not to dance as they do.
Just to know.
SeptemberSep 12 Saturday Sat 09
jaja: Yep its the bunny from alice in wonderland, drawn by the man Lewis Carroll. Remixed by me ( just a tad over there and its good)
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Scally wag
DecemberDec 1 Monday Mon 08
Xmas month
First of this month.. First in many ways..
First blog in a long time. First time took myself by the neck that holds my brains so gently. Put all the unpleasant things aside and tried to concentrate on building and mostly by building I mean REbuilding my life.. Took the advice that I picked up from the route that people may call path of life... Wandering and wondering shifting shit and molding faces to take the pressure off my back and kill the creeping monkey that hit me with that sinister wrench all night long.. Bang Bang and skeet skeet goes the saying.. Without saying it´s the end.
Ending is creating if said backwards and multiplying the two main vocals into consonants. But what goes without saying is that i will work for ****** occasionally.
AugustAug 23 Saturday Sat 08
JulyJul 18 Friday Fri 08
JulyJul 16 Wednesday Wed 08
JulyJul 12 Saturday Sat 08
JuneJun 16 Monday Mon 08
Just some babbling
Again and again the rain just keeps coming. Wondering how long will this continue. All is grey and all is wet.
Yesterday was a funny day. Bought a lesh for my cat and took him for a stroll, damn that was funny. All he did was crouch under every tree but once he got excited when he saw a bird, the killer instincts came to the surface.
What else to do today but to wait the rain to stop.
Allmost got into the school i wanted, allmost is the keyword in this sentence. Some mixup in the applications and all can go down the drain. But worry not my feeble friend I have a plan ready to be executed. I´m gonna get in to that school and get mine. Going to be a flower grower when i "grow" up. What can be more relaxing but to grow some flowers, let them flourish and then sell them to some romance addict who just wants to get some from the miss`is.
Had some crazy dreaming last night also, smoked some very potent skunk in the dream and then got the blues becouse i was taking a break from all that. Have had the craving if you know what i mean, for just to relax and smoke some enlightening herb and say to fuck with everything and at the same time feel to be one with everything. Be at ease, relaxed and high.
But not going to, attleast untill my meds are cancelled. Speaking of that matter going to see the friendly, not so funny, shrink in an hour so we can discuss the matter of me getting free from the prescription meds. Well no high hopes of that opinion, well see what happens.
Been allmost three years since i have known myself truly without the influence of some pcychosomatic meds altering the state of mind I so comfortable called myself.
Here was this blog, more or less I consider this to be my own way to delete this vain thoughts out of my head. Better here anonymously for everybody to read than head to head with some " educated" lady with her own opinions and prethought frases.
JuneJun 15 Sunday Sun 08
For the excitiment of rainy days
Here I am. Sitting on my desk wondering just how long will this shitty london type climate continue on staying on top of my little town.
Have no clue what to do next so I started writing my own blog. How new and odd will this thing turn out to be.
Attleast I have some rainy days music to lsiten the lyrics goes something like this.. "nobody loveees me.. its true.." =D
How depressing. But the Beat sounds good and the artits seem to have other decent products aswell,portishead is the name of this gloomy odly interesting guy. Maybe you´ve heard it maybe not, but what I say is that its pretty nice to listen while the tears of god fall and lashes to your window.
Ok so this i have done so far today.. Went to the shop, bought some crisps, yelled to the tv ´cause theres nothing good coming, as usuall. And the real pain in the ass is. My WOW account hasnt been active for god knows how long. They take money from your account every time your money is at its finale and then you cant buy any beer but attleast get to play some hc rpg.
But now the lighten somebodys day. I´m going to buy a leash for my cat so I can introduce it to the sinister world that lurks outside.
Maybe if I get bored again today i´ll sit down and write my thought to the internet who has been my friend and lover for ages.
