I am actually here to say i've have decided to get off my ass and do something. I always talk about the changes i should make or need to make but when it comes down to it i puss out and do nothing. Well not anymore. I am tired of that person. I know i have so much to give and talent to do the things i want to....and hell if i dont at least i fucking tried right?

I think i'll compose a list of the goals i want to accomplish. I believe writing it down and seeing it everyday will inspire me to do those things. Yes they maybe simple things...thing you might think aren't worth anything. but to me it will be. Because i need to take a different path.

- Start painting if not everyday, every other day. I would love to get enough work to have an Etsy.com site and try to sell something (extra income is never bad) I mean someone might like what i paint.

- I am going to take my dog, Parker, on more walks. He needs the exercise and so do I. My friend Darce is going to get her pup and we'll walk together...with our 'kids'

- Read more. i was never much into reading and i should be. So i will.

- I'm moving again to a new and MUCH BETTER place at the end of this month and i want to make my room comfortable, livable and exciting. a place i want to be at and not one i want to run away from. So that will include fun art projects, some thrifting possibly. i have to fit (in a good sized room) my bed of course, but my computer area AND my paint area. So any creative ideas send them my way :)

- i played piano for years and i haven't touched one in about 8. and that makes me sad. i want to find a keyboard...even tho it's not my favorite but will get me back to remembering how.

That's what i have for right now. i will add more i am sure. Thanks for listening!
HUGS!