Is it possible for something to be completely over your head yet understand it at the same time?

That is how I felt this morning reading Job! It just reminded me of what Perry said on Sunday about being desperate for Jesus. That is the way I felt reading Job this morning. I actually put my Bible down and wrote in my journal "God, I want to feel this way more often when reading your word. I understand this book enough to know that Job is truly amazing and I want to be like him but I cannot fully grasp it because I am not there in my walk with You. I am desperate to grow closer to you in order to be more like Job."