I've totally been M.I.A. for the past two weeks but I'm feelin' Suebird on this one, the Lord is teaching me so much I don't even know where to start! But I figure I better start somewhere because that is the whole reason I signed up for VIRB, in hopes that someone, anyone would read this blog and hear something from Big G worth applying to their poor, pathetic little life (haha just messin' but sorta true I guess).

So, I went to the beach this weekend with some girls and it was phenomenal!! I got me a tan, actually enjoyed girl talk (no, not gossip, I'm talking when is he gonna propose and where am I going on my honeymoon kind of talk!). Not for me personally, but two of the girls I was with were on the brink of engagement and ONE GOT ENGAGED WHILE WE WERE THERE!! Yea, her "fiance" drove 1000 miles to surprise her and popped the question!!!! It was so exciting, but also made me realize that I am growing up. I am not at that point right now, but I am at the point where I realize live is COMP-LI-CATED! I mean I am a fairly new Christian (2 yrs) and even though I was always told things don't come easy just because you are a Christian, I don't think I believed it. All this talk of marriage, careers, etc. seems to SURROUND me now. Luckily, I am a semester behind most of my friends so I get to watch them endure it and learn a thing or two about a thing or two. So, I dwelled over it for about a week or two then Big G totally said "TRUST ME, I GOT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Those exclamation marks don't even begin to emphasize how powerfully I feel Him saying that to me. I am ready to dive head first into the tough stuff. BRING IT!!