Your own barbiturate

Only the lonesome love us. Only the careless can handle us.

22 years old

Male

About

My behavior may often seems irrational, reckless, and self-absorbed. But I have my own way of doing things and a philosophy not understood by many people (I think). But whatever I do, no matter how strange, shocking, or unbelievable, it is a direct reflection of my personality. I do my best not to force myself to act in a way that does not come naturally, and if people see me as weird... I don't really care. I just be as I wish to seem. I also sometimes have a tendancy to have a slightly drunken swagger, accompanied by slightly slurred speech and awkwardly flailing hand gestures. I guess you could say that I'm erratic and offbeat.
And we should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once.
And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh.

We all sleep while we are awake and are awake when we are sleeping. Is the past reality? Are memories the truth? When are dreams, dreams? The dreams we dream while asleep.. the dreams we dream while awake.. they're both the same. The people that say that they don't dream only don't remember. The people with no dreams have only yet to notice them. They're cowards. They do want to see them, but they're forcing themselves not to.

Humans live by their heart's beat. A beat is a systematic repetition. In other words, rhythm. That's right - whatever you're doing, rhythm is of the utmost importance. When walking, when fighting, when eating, when making love, when talking, rhythm is essential.

I question life.
I question my life.
I question the questions about my life.
I've come to this...
We're not here forever so make the most with you've got. Dont be afraid to take a step forward because you think you'll fall. Just get back up and do it again. Dont waste your time trying to please others, you'll just wear yourself out. If you want to do something, do it. I hate it when people say that they wish they could do this and hope that they will be able to do that. If you ever want anything to happen in your life, whatever it may be, you have to have the balls to step up to the plate and make it happen. And the most important thing. Love yourself more than you love anyone else. Because when the dust settles and the smoke clears... your all you've got. Dont rely on someone else to be happy because you'll end up in the gutter with a bloody nose and a broken heart. And at the end of the day the only person you have to answer to is yourself. So act strange, be wierd, do something out of the ordinary. And last but not least.
Have fun.