and who knows the mind better than you my friend? a book will not open just because u will it so. all secrets are kept by their keeper for reasons that we misunderstand. secrets that need to be shared will in time break into consciousness. all the pushing and shoving …

I have no dreams.
taken away.
meaningless, waste, alone.
i can say the winter doesnt help.
i can say that sickness is all around me everyday.
i can say i feel powerless.
i need no hero.
i need no pity.
even if he wakes all is not fine.
my mind i try to …