well thought out confusion,
several thoughts put together to cause an illusion,
embrasing pleasure not you,
feeling i would be rejected because of me,
not wanting to live a life inperfection,
so i dismiss you,
not willing to reach out to you,
though i'm wanting more you,
well thought out confusion

thoughts that cause you to dismiss Christ who is true
confusion gripping you influencing you beckoning you to be untrue
druel driping on your pillow as you squeeze tightly to your face
taste is the bitterness of well thought out confusion and waste of a life.
I'm praying for you,I'm praying for you.