i am at work now, drinking decaf coffee, lame i know. i am listening to good music and watching people wander around downtown. across the table a friend sits reading a book that will "make any Godly man an atheist." he believes what he is reading and my heart physically aches for him. Jesus Christ is real. this is all i know.

i have for the past month felt defeated. and its so strange to me looking back and knowing that God is victorious and that this has absolutely nothing to do with me. He doesn't need me, oh but He wants me. i will rest and wait in the joy and assurance that Jesus is Lord, He is the King.

ps. andy davis will be at the handlebar tonight...you should come.