Last July, i had an incident occur in my life which caused me to feel deeply depressed and very alone. I had no one to talk to about it. The next three months after that were teh worst of my life. (FYI I never EVER resorted to Cutting myself or attempting to commit suicide because frankly I find that plain stupid.) But I hated my family, I hated my friends. I hated everyone and everything. Now, I feel as though my life has meaning and "she" must not like seeing me happy because she is constantly trying to take everything from me. here is a recap of what has made me a better person since september.

1. I put on a charity concert in October to raise money for the AMerican Cancer society, I had 6 bands, around 300 guests, and food, raffles, and prizes. I raised around $1000. YAY!!! I am now helping with a Cancer RElay and helping with the Entertainment for that event.

2. My family and I have become really close over the past couple of months

3. I have been attending at least 2 concerts a week. Concerts make me soooo happy.

4. I got a job. I do absolutely nothing and get paid for it. YAY!!! I lock and unlock a door. and inbetween I watch Tv or do my homework. I had to mop a floor once. lol

5. I turned 18!!! and My parents surprised me by having one of my favorite bands play at my surprise party. I knew about the surprise party, But knew nothing of the band! =)

6. I have joined the solar boat team. Its not quite as lame as it sounds.

7. I am president of the GLobal Warming and GSEP clubs on campus.

8. I was chosen as captain of the water polo and swim team on campus. =)

9. I made top 10 leading scorers in league for water polo.

10. I got the coaches award.

11. I got accepted into Arizona State.

12. I officially decided to travel to Sweden in August 2008 until about July 2009.

13. My SAT and ACT scores were amazing

14. I was Chosen to be Editor of the school newspaper.

15, I chose my college major.

16. I got back into my religion and God is back in my life.

There are soooo many more things that Have happened to me but Those are the ones i can remember at the moment. Nobody, not even "She" can take away the joy I feel about each and every accomplishment I have gained.

I LOVE LIFE!!!! If you dont like that then too bad.