Sometimes a light in the darkness, sometimes the darkness in the light. Yearning and reaching for the worlds beyond and aiming to pull them back here whenever possible. Chaos is a wonder and a beautiful thing, but like much else, it is illusionary. Those who walk the spaces between the stars make for interesting conversationalists, and the stars themselves teem with life and consciousness. Never without humor, for to fail to laugh when the universes joke with you is to lay yourself open to the abuse. World upon world can shift by in the blink of an eye, and somewhere, somehow, I think I may have temporarily broken the universe. One of them anyways. Eventually, even the brightest stars burn cold...
Mar 30, 2007
I debated posting this. I do not mean it to sound arrogant or insulting to anyone. It is merely my view of things from my perspective, so please, take it that way...
We are energy beings. Just as our consciousness brings matter into being, we are ourselves, energy …
Mar 28, 2007
Who are you, that speaks from the darkness? Who are you that dwells beyond the walls of sleep, beyond the boundaries of the world? From what perch do you look down into our lives, forward and backward into the void. Is there such a gap, such a distance, that it is all …
Mar 21, 2007
The journey is what matters. All the answers leave you empty. It doesn’t matter if it is as trivial as a TV show, like Lost, or as deep as a spiritual journey. To have all the answers means that the journey is over. There isn’t anything more. The story has been …
Silent Hill, The Mothman Prophecies, Shaun of the Dead, Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, Communion, Versus, Cube (both), The Matrix (All 3), Buckaroo Banzai Across the Eigth Dimension, Dude Where's My Car, Indentity... Good Sci Fi, Horror, Comedy... Evil Dead/Army of Darkness, Prince of Darkness, Dagon, Magnolia, Resident Evil, The Mummy Movies...
The Gathering, Crisis, The God Machine, Fields of the Nephilim, The Nefilim, Nocturne, Sopor Aeturnus and the Ensemble of Shadows, Divinity Destroyed, If Man is Five, Others, Bone Jar, Angels Beneath Me, Armageddon Monks, Missing Marcus, Dormitory Effect, Loki the Grump, Eyes of Fire, A Day Without Rain, Blood for Blood, Ramallah, 137, Future 86, Anathema, Caroline Blue, Pile of Heads, In Slaughter Natives, Catamenia, Skyclad, Savatage, Black Labeled, inRed, Nevermore, Madder Mortem, Helloween, Nightwish, Elusive Travel, Therion, Tristania, The Pushrods, Lilitu, Worm Quartet, Never the Sunshine, Avenged Sevenfold, Eyes of Fire, Orphaned Land, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Witching, Battlelore, Sinergy, Mercyful Fate, King Diamond, Thought Industry, Napalm Death, Rain Fell Within, After Forever, Hypocrisy, Cradle of Filth, Cryptic Wintermoon, Hanoi Rocks, Cadaveria, Morbid Angel, Danzig, Elegeion, Wyrd, Sirenia, Virgin Black, VNV Nation, The Plankboys, Lotus Project, Lethargy, Sulaco, Therapy?, Orphanage, Crimson Glory, Big Dumb Face, and lots more than I could ever list here...
Lost, BSG, Jericho, Jerimiah, Dr. Who, Andromeda, Farscape, Babylon 5, Stargate, Simpsons, Daily Show, Trigger Happy TV, South Park, Arrested Development, Monk, The Dead Zone, Professional Wrestling... Discovery and History Channel at times.
Anything John Keel has written. Most of Whitley Striebers non-fiction work, Jacques Vallee's stuff, Graham Hancock, Andrew Collins is pretty damned enlightening.. and for fiction Dan Simmons is far and above a genius... And of coure HP Lovecraft. Anything well written and researched on alternative history, lost civiliazations, and anything on fringe sciences and the paranormal. As well as Terry Pratchet and Douglas Adams. Also starting to like the works of David Hatcher Childress. And last but definitely not least, Jane Roberts Seth work...
Movie making, radio shows, DVD Authoring, working with bands, paranormal research, computer repair, Occultism, Photography...
The spaces between what we see, the angles that do not conform with existence, those who lurk beyond our senses, and those that intrude into them on rare instances. Between the Darkness and the Light, there is just so much to explore. I seek to see all that I can, and explore all that I can reach. I also host a radio show, and we create something VERY unique and different every week. You have not heard anything else like it. (www.thelastexit.org). I make movies... Dark and amusing movies usually. New one coming soon. I also write, at times, when moved to by inspiration, irritation, or music Pro Wrestling is a fun aside too, WWE, TNA, Ring of Honor, CZW, Japanese Feds... I have a love of that kind of performance art...