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Thu, 31 May 2007 22:50:19 -0700

/Beauty and teh D0rk.

Thu, 31 May 2007 22:22:09 -0700

Me and Femme Fatale <3

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Tue, 13 Mar 2007 03:54:36 -0700

Yes, It is me.

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Sun, 11 Mar 2007 16:39:18 -0700

Me, a Little while ago

Breaking the law of complacency

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 03:44:32 -0700

OUR WORLD IS FUCKING SCARY, I WANT OUT, I WANT OFF THE GRID. Watch this movie "network" (1976) and this one : http://www.jonhs.net/freemovies/zeitgeist.htm Who are you? You are already who you are, find out. Seriously, I may seem crazy, i may seam scary, i may seem "outhere" but Maybe im not? We need another hippie revolution, we need more crazy people living in the woods, we need more freedom, we need less technoligy, we need to expand and survive, not give up our power. Things are complicated, get over it, work it out, DO NOT LET SOMEONE ELSE DO IT. If it feels right, make it wrong. Seriously I have been feeling this way for a long time, I have been noticeing things that are just not rite, not in place not correct. I have been questioning things I have been looking for the truth, I dont think i have it, but i definatly belive this film. Sure i still have questions, if there was no plane that crashed in that field in fairview or whatever, then where where the people on that plane? who knows, maybe one day we will find out. Net neutrality why do the same companies that control what we see on TV and hear on the radio, and see on billboards want to control what we do on the internet? Why do does the government take away my privacy and my rights to protect me from evil? I rather have a chance to DIE walking down the street from some crazy with a bomb then not be aloud to walk down the street at all. I rather get shot by some gun toteing hoodlum then a soldier in my neighborhood. I rather worry about a war that could wipe our lives then knowing my government could break down my door becuase I dont believe their SHIT. Original Als die Nazis die Kommunisten holten, habe ich geschwiegen; ich war ja kein Kommunist. Als sie die Sozialdemokraten einsperrten, habe ich geschwiegen; ich war ja kein Sozialdemokrat. Als sie die Gewerkschafter holten, habe ich nicht protestiert; ich war ja kein Gewerkschafter. Als sie mich holten, gab es keinen mehr, der protestieren konnte. Translation When the Nazis came for the communists, I remained silent; I was not a communist. When they locked up the social democrats, I remained silent; I was not a social democrat. When they came for the trade unionists, I did not speak out; I was not a trade unionist. When they came for me, there was no one left to speak out. THIS POEM IS STILL TRUE, AND IT IS STILL HAPPENNING! why do you think that NOLA is still a dump? becuase the rich and powerful wanted control, why do you think they want a national ID? to control our movement, why do you think they have continued to allow gun ownership but establish a community such as the NRA so that it could be infiltrated, and at the VERY same time, take away all of the other liberties? Why do you think they have created a war of terrorizm? Why do you pay a federal incomtax designed entirely to take your money to pay the governments debt to the same organization that issues the money? Why do so many of you live in fear? why do so many of you allow the goverment to push you around and to tell you what to think and what to do? Why do you have credit cards? why do you worry about if people like you? WHY THE FUCK DOESNT ANYONE ELSE ASK QUESTIONS? WHY DOES EVERYONE JUST DO WHAT THEY ARE ASKED? seriously, try it, when your boss at work tells you to do something, reply "why?" the look of shock and horror on their face will be amuseing, they cannot fire you for it. do it once and a while, and when they disipline you for it, ask them to start asking their bosses why. We could call it the why campaign. Hey Do it with everything, when someone gives you the total at the till ask them why? Why does it cost this much? Not in a bad way, not in a i dont want to pay or i dont want to do it, but in a purely informitive way. THEN start to ask questions to your self from your answers. Why are YOU doing it, is it becuase you agree with WHY you are being asked to do it? If so do it, is it any other reason? well then why are you doing it? Hey if your okay with doing it, then do it! Why am I asking you to do this? Why should you do this? Simple becuase I am going to do it, becuase im scared of what is going on in the world, I lay awake at night unable to sleep as my mind wanders and is concerned with what is going to happen. Becuase I want to know why I am doing things, becuase I suffer from fear of being disliked, becuase I want YOU to know why your doing it, and most of all, WHY NOT? It is our HUMAN right to decide for ourselves, no one can take that away, no one can give it to you, no one can control it, It is a right you have to declare and hold onto, many MANY people want to take that right, infact even I want that right, some want it for power, i want it for power, but i want it for the power that it will give you, and it will give me. I have been concerned about the enviroment, about the future, about my life, about those I love and care about, about the bugs i see on the street about anything and everything. The enviroment is being destroyed, we are being told that is ok. Why is it ok? becuase if we are all living in our little boxes and working and being and descovering only what the rich and powerful want us to do, then it wont matter, rich people dont go out to the country and enjoy the fresh air, they buy artificial golf greens and put them in huge tents with sodium lighting. all of those things are horrible for the enviroment. If they destroy the worlds atmosphere they wont give one SHIT. All the more reason for us to live in our homes and stay in and not get in their way. I have become concerned about everything in my life, how i eat, how i dress, how i transport myself. How i work, how i earn money, how i experience life. I have realised i do a great many things i dislike, I help those who are rich get richer, I assist those who make money out of others do their "thing". I eat food that is probebly so full of chemicals that oneday my brain will likely expload from an overdose. I am done for now, I am going to edit this, and repost it at a later date as a proper essay, But please PLEASE just ask why. Why am i paying 5$ for a meal at mcdonalds, Why am I paying 4$ a gallon for gas, Why am I buying this specific peice of whatever trash im buying. Why am I cleaning the greese pit, why am I answering the telephone and selling people a contract. Why am I paying taxes why am I driving to work? I DONT EVEN CARE TO WARN YOU THAT THIS CAN AND LIKELY WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE, I ALSO REFUSE TO LET YOU OR ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR PERSONAL WISH TO CONTINUE ON YOUR HAPPY LITTLE PATH. Becuase sadly, your happy little path, your living your life your own way, and just going with the flow. THAT is hurting MY life. and I WILL NOT LET YOU DESTROY MY LIFE. its quite simple.

The way things are

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 12:47:54 -0700

Things sometimes happen differently then you expect them too. Sometimes you plan for one thing and something else happens. Sometimes you don't have a plan and are not even trying for anything and something beautiful comes from it. I may just have found myself in such a place. It starts about a year ago, I decided to remain single due to feeling that I was quite immature and that my goals and desires where in a position to only ever hurt any relationships I was in. after about 9 months I felt I had reached a new place. I started to come back out of my shell, trying to establish a social circle and have new friends etc, things I had cut myself off from for perhaps far too long. The period of cut off, well, there isn't much to say about that, its like seeing someone who's had an addiction removed. I went through withdrawal, I went through emotional rollercoaster's, I went through allot of growing. I am a new person now, someone who supposedly comes across as placid and mature. Something I still even now cannot see in myself. Lately I have been looking around, exploring and attempting to find people to add to my circle, and so far, all of them have been surprises, there is Julia, an artist with an extremely positive outlook on life, talent beyond what I could have thought, and a huge nerd. There is Dave, who is a neat musician, and gamer. Then the crowning Jewel, Nikita, She's stunningly attractive, she has a HUGE heart, she is full of emotion, plays video games, and I absolutely adore her. I sit at work and I can't wait until I can get home to talk to her again. When I am talking to her I can't wait to see her again, when I see her I cant wait to hold her, when I hold her I cant wait to kiss her. A girl, met on a bus by talking about video games. It's a fairy tale like story that has come true. More to come later,

./life

Thu, 31 May 2007 23:09:30 -0700

So Femme Fatale jsut went home, Im not sure what to call her, her real name or screen name. We had a lovely past couple of days. I went over after work on wednesday and we sat and talked on the couch and then we fell asleep holding eachother. I ended up not feeling great when I woke up. My tummy was empty and refuseing to welcome foods. Better now, ate chinese. I am not sure I like the way this blog format is setup. It feels and looks so lonely when you write a short blog, but I dont write long things. Anyhow I hope you all have had good days, maybe i need to do some things to get myself more viewers. I need to figure out how to make my flickr pictures bigger, and be able to choose which ones I post.

Happy Friggen Easter!

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 00:44:19 -0700

I made some art! [img]http://img475.imageshack.us/img475/6254/zombichristsmhs7.jpg[/img] He has risen, and I think he is hungry.

So this is how it is?

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 03:31:59 -0700

So I go and sign up here, and I have started to realise, this place is fucking awesome! I am really liking the customization options. But enough of this shit. About me? Im 20, im a guy, I ride my mountain bike, I want to make films, and I spend way to much of my money on shit. I just bought (well, am in the process of paying) a nice new Kona Stuff Mountain bike from my buddy. I love these this bike. Hard tails rule. Its comfortible, and becuase its a dirt jumper is is friggen fast! So i can ride to work with it and still be there in a short amount of time. I also will be able to ride it on my days off! I finally bought an alarm clock. this has been a hard thing for me. You see I could sleep through a nuclear war. I am unable to wake up on my own and it takes some serious work to wake me up. So I bought an alarm clock that is 113 decibles and has an attachment to shake my bed. Yah, im gonna wake up. finally :D

run script(Hello.world);

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 17:07:29 -0700

{ Herro world,
So this is Virb, the mysterious black cloaked monster that is said to devour myspace? Cool. I am one of the few privileged beta™ users. Now in that context, what is with the "Beta" fad? I mean for us Its neat because a lot of software we would regularly have to pay for is free to use for a limited period of time letting us get a taste for the program etc. However it also seems that developers have figured this out and are basically releasing software with the "beta" moniker attached simply to attract attention and cause users to feel as if they are getting in on some exclusive deal. Its pathetic, anyways enjoy! };