Black_Michael

Acoustic / R&B / Other

Manhattan, NY

Billboard

I make whatever kind of music I can make. that's all.
it sounds like R&B,Pop, Club,Other and whatever classification
you the listener gives it.

Other Places I inhabit...

http://myspace.com/nextrax
http://youtube.com/nexuszen
http://myspace.com/thefunkmerchants

Some poetic verse... i'm not angry. it just seems that way

I suffer in silence

no one could guess the amount of violence I commit on my soul on an every day basis
the wellspring of my oasis has run dry and I knowing all the while that I'm responsible seek to blame others for my indifferent addiction to the process.
I forget how blessed I am.
I seem to ignore all that came before I was a whore to the violence.
quietly I tear myself up from the inside out hoping that I will reveal a newer better me. better than the me I seem to be.
Is it only my perception that has led me to look in the wrong direction and not see it coming until it was here?
you can't run nor can you hide from the product of that violence, the pain inside.
there's a toll to be paid. the cost is staggering. not to belabor the point but in conversations with myself I wonder why i'm haggling.
the cost is the same whether I recognize it or not I don't choose to loose but I can't be what i'm not and it's time I realize the soul behind these eyes wants to be what it is.
it wants to be all that it is.
my soul tells me there's more to me than what it seems I can't visualize that. to me it seems like a dream.
I suffer in silence.
who can I trust with the deepest secrets I have when I feel I can't trust myself ? there must be something else.
quietly I will fight to restrain tendencies that bring only pain. vanity that's only a drain, distraction from more worthy pursuits.
if I do Then maybe my true essence can bear fruit worthy of consumption.
I will say no to doubt I will be wary of fear and deny contradiction I will no longer "assume the position" my mission is to change to grow to persevere to become more than what is written here and seen when I appear.
Quietly in silence I will win back what has been lost to me. so if you see me and I don't say much you'll know why...
the battle still rages behind these eyes.
I suffer in silence.

Nexuszen/MikeXxX2006 ©

"PURPOSE"

there are no words for this
if I could tell you how I felt I wouldn't I'd seal them all in a kiss and let this passion burn My emotions on high no limits
there is no song for this
no melodic tune to ruin the sentiment for no song could ever be as sweet as the sound of your voice to me
Desire can't be tamed when it's my name you call out in those intimate Moments
My "purpose" My Reason My Muse My love All that I am that can and can't be defined all is for you.

MikeXxX2005

The Abyss

when you look into the abyss the abyss also looks into you.
it's been said so many times but I believe it's true.
see, the things we feel, see touch, taste, experience affect us on a daily basis.
I met this cat who was racist but he didn't know it. still, that doesn't make it any less true.
it made me sad not angry or mad because for some people ignorance truly is bliss
. the time in my life that I miss is when we are just kids playing in the sandbox when there's no issue of race and there's no reason to ask the question.
my suggestion to all of us is to try and remember what that was like.
knowing that "man's inhumanity to man" is more than just a phrase it's tangible and real and reguardless of how we feel it does exist.
make no mistake.
for some there's hate in every breathe they take. there to fuel their animosity, misogyny and faith.
a belief that they're somehow better than the rest of us.
they thrive on their mistrust and revel in creating pain. I'll say it again.
when you look into the abyss the abyss also looks into you.

Nexuszen/Mike XxX2006 ©