Preventing Spontaneous Combustion

I don’t really know what to write, probably cause I don’t really know what I’m feeling. I have a big problem with confronting issues with others. For instnace, right now I think I might be frustrated, but of course I can’t bring it up. Why? First, it’s …

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Tug-o-War

I feel so lost lately. It’s as if I’m the rope in a massive game of tug-o-war, and I don’t like it. So many different things are on my mind, and if I pay more attention to one, the others fall behind and I’m screwed. Everything is so delicate and so precise and …

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Majesty!

So, church camp was last week. To be honest, I didn’t wanna go very badly, or much at all. I thought I’d be so alone and bored and just wouldn’t get much out of it. But boy was I wrong. Last year I went to camp right after probably one of the saddest times I’ve …

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Insomnia.

I can never sleep when I really want to. But that doesn’t matter. This past week (and some of last week? I don’t know; time flies) has been pretty incredible. I’ve hung out with super cool lovely fabulous hilarious awesome people, and all mostly because I CAN …

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Another Year..

Oh man, I only have like four days of school left. Wah, it’s all gone by so fast. This year’s probably been the best year yet, even if the most stressful at the same time. In most areas, everything is such an improvement from this time last year. I guess that’s …

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Right Now,

You aren’t my bestfriend. You’re a whole different person, just like them. I don’t know if you understand how sad it makes me, but apparently you haven’t really got the memo. I love you, and I hope you gain an edge against peer pressure or whatever it is, …

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Random Thoughts..

So, it’s almost two thirty, and it’s doubtful that sleep is happening for me tonight; I just don’t feel like it, plus I’m finishing up Study Island. So I’m gonna just leave this up and write random thoughts that pop up, because I dig this kinda thing. [:
I …

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Dear Whomever- Revisited.

So, I feel very inspired to take this list of things that I wrote to certain people and update them, as well as add a couple.

(I SHOULD BE SLEEPING.) :]
Original:
1. You are my best friend. The best friend anyone could ask for. I love you with everything I am. Just to …

Setback.

Lately I’d been feeling incredible. I’ve been doing new things and getting on top of my homework and meeting new people, all some of my major goals. However, last night I got home late and then stayed up almost all night in order to do my English homework. I …

Changes.

Yes, we’ve both changed, I for the better and you for the worse.

I still love you to death, dear, but I can’t stand you at the same time.

:/ My heart hurts for you, and for the loss I can see coming for myself.

Am I cold?

Sometimes I really feel that I am. I feel like my emotions don’t show through as they should, because I don’t know how to express them. I have no clue why. I know I’m not emotionally detached, because constantly I can feel emotion surging through me. Why is it …

January ‘09.

Hi, I’ve decided to start writing basically a summary of every month on here, so I can look back at the end of the year. Of course, I’ll write some in between the monthly posts, but you get it :]
So here’s January. The beginning of the year didn’t feel like the …

Long, Pointless List.

Well, I guess not too pointless; it’ll get my thoughts out some. So here goes, I’m just gonna write anything worth writing that comes to mind from now until I have  to leave for swim. Which I’m driving to
If I were a lesbian, Julia Nunes would be my crush.

I Need to Address Some People.

1. You are my best friend. The best friend anyone could ask for. I love you with everything I am. Just to let you know. However, I think we are growing somewhat apart. It seems that I disagree with you on more things now, and we argue a lot more. Maybe that’s just me, …

Two steps forward, one step backward.

Why is it that eveytime I start really accomplishing my goals, something happens and I’m back where I’ve already been? I don’t know, but I need to do something about it. This is kind of pointless, and I realize that I should not write these right after the fact, …

Control.

I am learning the art of this. For the first time in a long while now, I feel as if I’m truly in control. Even if I stress a little here and there, I just tell myself, “Hey, knock it off! Do something about it, you baby.” Once upon a time, I apparently had to be …

Stop Stepping on Me!

I am not a doormat, and I’m tired of people taking advantage of me. I guess it’s partly my fault; I have a hard time distinguishing being friendly from being walked all over. Anyway, I’m going to start making my opinions known more than usual and I’m going to …