OctoberOct 26 Sunday 08
Yes, i think I will privatize the blog then everyday upload a new question or a new activity that people can interact with and report back about. I think this is a good idea. People will then feel like they can post since I will have control over who can see it. Then it …
N: Hello?
S: uh Hello?
N: I want to speak to the president.
S: He is busy sir
N: Then give me the first lady
S: She is busy sir.
N: The VP then.
S: Also busy. May I put you on hold? (puts N on hold immediately)
N: NO! -Dammit-
I bet they are taping this, no more talking
CIA (We …
Echo is the broken doll.
The child's puppet disposed of, used,
sitting in the corner.
The velveteen rabbit that has been forgotten.

I am not sure what this has to do with narcissism but enjoy.
I've spent my life cleaning up after and taking care of other people and I am ready to retire. I want to be free to spend my time doing things that benefit me and make my life better. I am tired of just doing things that make other people's life better. I am tired of …

Is it okay to make fun of someone if they are dead? Am I an asshole for making this piece? These Episcopalians don't even hate gays. I want to use it as my new avatar. I must be an evil person.
Today art is all but dead anyway. In it's place is a kind of trailer for the reflection of the face of narcissism. -Jan Svankmajer
Want to watch some. I have a collection from the library. One is called Lunacy. It is about Lunatics that take over the insane asylum. It …
Boy sits down at monitor. a "better" him comes and sits down. Boy talks
about how wonderful he is, how big his muscles are and how attractive
and stylish he is. The boy is then made to disappear while the image on
the screen continues to talk about how wonderful he is.
Today i finished the grant for a show we are producing next year. It involves going into classrooms, teaching kids about habitats and waste through art projects reusing everyday waste. Then we are going to take more waste and make puppets, costumes and a set. We are …
Jack and Ari rehearsal 1 from Smittened by Smitty on Vimeo.
I would like to see Jack doing both parts. One being projected onto the screen and the audio "played" live from the booth. The other being Jack live and speaking.
I forgot to write. I forgot to write about all the fucked up things in the world. I forgot to write about all the people I loved and lost. It all started bottling up inside of me, eating away... and I started to die. Then I realized I wasn't writing. I find old friends …
Pushing, prodding
Living, escaping
Developing
My training has left me...
Empty
Lonely
Underdeveloped
Addictive
Absent
Uncommunicative
I want to create...
Develop
Imagine
See
Be
Organize
Inspire
I must push forward
I must not loose sight of the victory
I must don't dwell on who I was
But …
It is on the backs of the unnamed from which the privileged take their power; all the while telling the unknown that they should be thankful for the opportunities they are being given. The spoken names take and label it their own. Colonize ideas, which belong to …
Physical symptoms that indicate you may have come in contact with a narcissist:
increased heart rate
elevated blood pressure
increased skin temperature
faster breathing rate
a damp brow or palms
a queasy feeling in your stomach
tightness or a lump in your throat
dry mouth