eating for none

you say, don't talk to me no more
you say, you better get out that door
i'm the one who's sick
i'm the one confussed
but i'n the one beaten
i'm the one abused

they begged you and they bribed you
the forced you and they held you
fuck them, they don't know
you …

more weird dreams

so. i don't really remember the beginning of the dream, but... i remember most of it sortof. i was on some river in a jungle and i was on a boat and i guess i had to jump out to make a covert approach to something (it started out a military dream.) but i don't know what …

having the weirdest dreams

recently i have been having all these weird dreams about death and being chased. and they are somewhat gruesome. last night in one dream i was severely beaten, shot twice, and burned. unlike most (i assume) i always see myself die in there dreams. through everything i …

Mass Media Mania

I don't want people to think I am trying to be disrespectful at all, but I have a few things to say about this day's news...

a) I feel sorrow for their families.

b) Approximately 42 Iraqi Civilians die EVERYDAY as a direct result of the war our country brought …

boredom whilest driving

there is a Jesus that hangs from the cross that hangs from my rearview mirror. this is not the same Jesus that george w. bush uses to promote his war of terror. when i sit down in my car to take a drive my Jesus makes sure i stay alive. my Jesus doesn't turn his cheek …

i just can't understand

even after almost 8 months... 7 of them going back and forth and back and forth... i just can't get it. now. i know i did some things wrong. i admitted to that, and she forgave me. and she admitted that it wasn't just me who was fucking it up, infact that my fucking it …

Beck is Amazing.

the more and more i listen to beck and watch his videos the more i love it. i mean. he is awesome. his band is awesome. it is awesome. the whole dinner table thing they do, totally rad. and i don't know if any of you have seen his live set at VH1.com, but it is SICK. i …

Olbermann hits the nail on the head

Here is the link. Olbermann on Rice
Olbermann on Bush
Olbermann on Rumsfeld
Olbermann on O'Reilly
Olbermann on Military Commisions Act of 2006
Olbermann on the whole 'Gang'.

Here is an OLD video from 2004 where John Stewart RIPS the two morons on Crossfire …

a brief explanation

"Communism is for us not a state of affairs which is to be established, an ideal to which reality [will] have to adjust itself. We call communism the real movement which abolishes the present state of things. The conditions of this movement result from the premises now …

real human moments

in the wizard of oz it was the scarecrow who said, "i don't want straw, i want real human moments." and the lion needed courage, and the tin-man a heart.

in life we all travel down our own yellow brick roads. we all have to find our courage in order to find our …

cold colored room

well i woke up alone in a room colored cold
after another night spent in the dark of my mind
and i walked out my door down the empty streets
passed the animated corpses making life like motions
and we all play the part as we pretend to be alive
but it's been years …

gravity will bring you down

you told me that you could breathe underwater
and you told me that you could fly
oxygen's not going to be your crutch, you say
and gravity could never hold you down

but i've seen you on the ocean floor
gasping for one last breath of air
and i've seen you on the …

powdered sugar dream

well i want to take you to my flower garden
i've got some pink daisies
and i grew them just for you

and i want to take you to my candy store
i've got some black liquorish
and i made it just for you

yes i know the last time we spoke things didn't go exactly how …

double you

well i got worked up and i got worked down
turned me to the side and screwed me all around
i don't know what it is about this place
but i'll tell you one thing about your face
with your cheap little laugh and your devil's grin
ain't nothin passed your lips that …