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Posted on Dec 12, 2008
A Lack Of Hope In The Air
I'm freaking out these days. Which is nothing too new. I don't freak out over my own well being. For some reason, I have this naive idea that I am invincible and that no one and nothing will be able to get to me or keep me from going where I need to go. Instead...my insanity comes on behalf of those around me. There is such a terrible vibe in the air these days. Everyone who is or once was close to me seems to be experiencing dark days. And I hate it. I hate it because I don't want people to go through things they genuinely don't deserve. It's breaking my heart. I wish I could fix it all. If I could take it all...I would...I can deal with it. I'm used to living in a sort of uncomfortable and uncertain headspace. Something that has become so normal to me...yet something I wouldn't wish on anyone...especially those closest to me. I don't know what the point of writing this is. I find myself turning to music and visual media more than ever before. It's all that makes sense. I pray my friends and family do not loose hope. Hope in what they already know is true. I pray the same for me.
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