right now, I am just frustrated with everything I kept bottled up inside. Pretty smashed now that I had more than 5 shots of that apple pucker with 99% proof.

I am just angry things are not going the way I want them to happen. Good things always happen to other people... I wish so bad that I have good things happen, someone to love me eve n though I can be a pain in the ass. Someone to inspire me rto do bwtter and the best I could be. But why does it have to be so hard???