Cynthia Lee
22 years old
Killeen, TX
Female
About
So I've been having a lot of thoughts lately. Maybe contemporary post classic natural philosophy. It was thought that constant change, was in fact the most basic characteristic of nature. Ergo, everything is in constant flux and movement and nothing is abiding. We can not step twice into the same river. When I step for the second time into the goddamned river; neither I nor the river are ever the goddamn same. So I've been thinking about drowning lately. You know. Symbolically. And so I've been thinking about fate as well. The Greeks called it Fatalism; the belief that whatever happens is predestined. Fate is slutted throughout history through some goddamn form of oracle type of fucking outlet. So whatever fucking vague ambiguous shit perspective is forseen; in retrospect is actually quite unforseeable and difficult to repudiate. Whenever I look at the stars, I see a fucking chaos of twinkling dots. Tragedy foreshadowed. Someone shoot me. Because you know. It's not like I can escape my destiny.
With the idea of revolution seeping into mainstream america, those who began truly fighting for it have lost hope. nowadays you can pick up all your "make a change" merchandise at the "hip" store in your mall. the revolution has gone corporate. the very entities some fought to end are now cashing in. corporate america has won. the things you fought for now have become hollow and meaningless. words once packed with emotion now lay empty. love. sex. they go hand-in-hand now. casual activities once taken so seriously. sex without love. love without desire. without thinking. i'm not preaching about your revolution gone bad. i'm not preaching about the leisurely sex you had this past weekend after you got her wasted. and i'm not talking about the lies he told you to get you in bed. this is how about meanings change. death. death associated with indifference. desensitized. and how there is this uncontrolable force leading every bit of resistance astray. i'm also talking about the overall emptiness of our society, where there lacks true meaning. its the media that programs us. developing clones of us. programming the fm soundtrack, dressing us in overpriced singapore-child made clothes, and laughing at how we buy what they tell us to.
Turn Up The Faders...
Deftones, Shiny Toy Guns, Emily Haines, Stars, Felix Da Housecat, Muse, Moneen, Say Anything, Metric, Glassjaw, Sugarcult, Goldfrap, Modest Mouse, From First To Last, Head Automatica, Lola Ray, Yeah Yeah Yeah's, Kids In The Way, 30 Seconds To Mars, Panic! At The Disco, The Dresden Dolls, Pencey Prep, The Von Bondies, My Chemical Romance, The Strokes, Matchbook Romance, The Scene Aesthetic, Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, Gym Class Heroes, Greenday, Dance Club Massacre, Ryan Star, Bivattchee, HaliCali, Fear Before The March of Flames, At The Drive-In, Armor For Sleep, Billy Talent, Inept, Alice 9, Dir En Grey, Brand New, Namie Amuro, Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Underoath, Funeral For A Friend, Senses Fail, Leathermouth, Queens of The Stoneage, Deftones, Thursday, T.V on The Radio, Queen, As I Lay Dying, Cursive, Placebo, Finch, The Comas, Chiodos, Against Me, Lola Ray, The Early November, Mae, Armor For Sleep, Miss Kitten The Hacker, Bring Me The Horizon, Angels And Airwaves, Anberlin, Ladytron, Bus Driver, Jin, Seasick, Utada Hikaru
Brain Rot
nip/tuck, fullmetal alchemist, the adventures of pete & pete, pee-wee's playhouse, the 4400, ghost in the shell, smallville, fosters home for imaginary friends, clarissa explains it all, passions, stevens untitled rock show, ren and stimpy, autopsy, the iron chef, dog the bounty hunter, trigun, the secret world of alex mac, samurai champloo, married with children, the venture brothers, my brother and me, trigun, boy meets world, sailor moon, reboot, tom goes to the mayor, futurama, maximum exposure, can't get a date, witch hunter robin, best week ever, rurouni kenshin, yu yu hakusho, eureka 7, home movies, teenage mutant ninja turtles, space ghost coast to coast, paranoia agent, six feet under