disconsolate
18 years old
Female
About
Words are only fallible vehicles meant to portray or transport emotions and meanings. In this case, as with all, there is no way in which one can arrange the words to mirror the soul that lies within the body. There is no way to grasp the untangible or reach the far corners of one's mind, as no one can know another fully, truly, or completely...So if you'd still like to know what you can about me, you'll have to ask me yourself and know that the words I speak [or write] can only say so much.
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Apr 10, 2007
untitled [in itself, a contradiction].
.rooted to the landscape.
complacent, tired, dirty
just another crack in the sidewalk
forgotten, overlooked.
have we lost all memory of your importance?
relying on your steady foundation unaware of our own
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Mar 28, 2007
theoretical expansion of mind.
Why do we limit possibility in the world around us? Why do we need a definite outcome for every action? Why does a 'cause' yield a granted 'affect'? To promote order? Of course.
We're always seeking out stability in this world, ever-changing as the passing seasons. As …
Mar 22, 2007
galactic connections and thoughts from six feet under.
Where is the connection of spirit and body, where the mind starts and brainwaves begin?
I've been waiting for hours to be free of my skin, but no one can help to untie me.
There's a word for this kind of freedom, though one word is never enough.
I could opt for …
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musical notes arranged in just the right fashion...
sufjan stevens, page france, explosions in the sky, copeland, mason proper, architecture in helsinki, coldplay, underoath, i'm from barcelona, feist, arrah and the ferns, illinois, canada, mewithoutyou, bloc party, bright eyes, the juliana theory...any suggestions?
when education's not an issue...
writing, free-verse poetry, listening to music, traversing downtown, spending afternoons with a good friend, late nights and early mornings, rainy afternoons, wooden docks and frozen lakes, picture-taking and photography, graffiti, coffee, tea, caffeine, nicotine, thoughtful conversation, getting mail and writing letters.
food for thought.
1984, white oleander, fahrenheit 451, love rules, anything c.s. lewis, animal farm, brave new world.
susanna, Dec 27, 2007:
come back into my life.
pleeease.
Caroline, Jul 19, 2007:
thanks, you too!
Dave, Jun 30, 2007:
Why thank you and hello :D I have 0 - count 'em - 0 plans this weekend *sigh* my girlfriends gone away for the weekend. I'll probably just go out with a few friends tonight. Nothing major though. You?
susanna, May 31, 2007:
the dictionary.com word of the day: disconsolate
susanna, May 18, 2007:
'twil not do, my dear, to go another weekend without you.
this saturday i have managed to weasel my way out of work.
therefore: you and i are going to check out the arts in ada days.
morning-early afternoon.
this is not a question.
Issa. , May 15, 2007:
Yay for other people figuring out the whole alternative learning thing. :]
a year is still really good , I'm only getting done in two because i have no life x]
but you're liking it so far?
susanna, Apr 21, 2007:
this is weird. the bad kind.
susanna, Apr 13, 2007:
gah. *angry kind of AIM "smiley"* i just tried to call you. then on the fourth ring i realized you aren't there being the primary caregiver to the bomb squad. and then i remembered your phone was shookdown at shakedown. sadsadsad.
now im going to yell real loudly. if you hear me, send smoke signals. in morse code. encrypted.
or... ill bask in my reclusivity and DIY some crud.
good wishes and fond thoughts.
Carly, Apr 13, 2007:
hello back and thank you for the lovely compliment.
susanna, Apr 11, 2007:
there was a heart at the end of that comment. virb ate it. but i do love you.