Nobody's reading this, and that's okay. I would say "It's totally fine, I hate people in my business anyways," but we all know that part of that is a lie. Which part, I'm not really sure, but. Anyways.

The change from screenwriter/director to music journalist/freelance writer is about a medium leap on the scale of small, medium, and big leaps. I'm still writing. I'm still doing something I love. Besides, music jouralists make crappy money, so I'll need another job anyway. I can sell my other works. We're not completely in the whole yet, Kristy. I'm so afraid of growing up though.

18 in 4 months.

Mind boggling.

I don't want to be an adult yet. Or, ever.

But to complete 180 the subject - October is a good month for music.

The Shade Of Poision Trees - Oct. 2
Viva La Cobra - Oct. 23
In Defense Of The Genre - Oct. 23

It's like OctoberFest for music.

Also Hellogoodbye and Say Anything are coming here on Halloween. That's fun too.

Hair cut soon.

Catching up with old friends feels like home, even if they aren't really there.

Movies to see:
Feast Of Love
Lars and the Real Girl
Juno

I always feel like there's too much to ever be said. I never know exactly how to say any of it. That's only because my fingers don't move as fast as my brain would like them too. I don't have to worry if my mouth if moving fast enough - But when I need it too, thats fails as well.

Who knew crippling anxiety is something you can kind of hide?

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I'll get away quick
I'll get away clean
I'll get away faster
If you don't follow me

I'm certain there is nothing here
I'm certain there is nothing more
For you to hear about tonight
And I won't apologize.

I'll clean up my mess
I'll clean up my glass
That I let slip out
Of my hands.

I'm certain there is nothing here
(I'll get away quick)
I'm certain there is nothing more
(I'll get away clean)
For you to hear about tonight
(I'll get away faster)
And I won't apologize
(If you don't follow me)

I'll clean up my mess
I'll clean up my glass
That I let slip out
Of my hands.

I'll clean up my mess
That I let slip out
Of my hands

I'll get away quick...
And I won't apologize

I'm certain there is nothing here
(If you don't follow me)
I'm certain there is nothing more
(I'll get away faster)
For you to hear about tonight
(I'll get away clean)
And I won't apologize
(I'll get away quick)

I'll get away quick
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