OctoberOct 27 Monday 08
Aggression. Aggravation?
I swear some days I hate everything.Blah blah. Let me start out all of my blogs the same- the point is: nothing in my life is changing for the better permanently. There is always a balance between the...
JulyJul 27 Sunday 08
Life lessons.
I mean, life is scattered. Scattered like leaves in the wind or a glass heart fallen to the floor. Life hurts like a beesting to the nose or a metal bat to the face. Ideas make us think, make us feel,...
JuneJun 30 Monday 08
Self Evaluation
I am a walking contradiction.I don't take crap from anyone.I believe heavily in Karma.I struggle daily with the values behind life and spirituality.I don't understand everything.I do understand the hu...
JuneJun 27 Friday 08
Well of course
Ohh whoop-de-doo. Another dumb emo blog posted by yours truly, Casey Ann Screwup.Where to even begin this one. I am so.. disgusted by myself. You know? Ever get to the point where you don't even like ...
MayMay 18 Sunday 08
I blame my mother
I mean. I can, right? What on earth has she done for me? She's given me her disorders, she has taken away my childhood, she has discouraged me from living the life that I want to lead, and she's been ...
MayMay 4 Sunday 08
I don’t understand
I don't understand anything.I don't understand why people leave me.Why people stop caring for me.Why people leave me when I need them the most.Why people can make me cry my heart out and still not car...
AprilApr 15 Tuesday 08
It’s called.
Looking.Wanting.Longing.Knowing.Crying.Dying.Living.Flying.Singing.Dancing.Collapsing.Gasping.Flittering.Fluttering.Filing.Quitting.Winning.Forfeiting.Shouting.Screaming.Tasting.Thinking.Sighing.Breat...
MarchMar 11 Tuesday 08
Seriously. Wonder.
I can't stand my mother any more.This is really getting old.She'll change, right?Right.In the mean time..My father wont leave me alone about my schoolwork. As if I am not trying hard enough.Let's see....
JanuaryJan 22 Tuesday 08
Wose than ever
You don't know how fragile my emotions are right now.You cannot understand the pain I feel every time I look in the mirror.I run away from my problems, I know. I have. For as long as I can remember. Y...
DecemberDec 4 Tuesday 07
You know...
Some days things can feel so right, and others they just feel so wrong.I can long for things, can't I?I am a normal person with human feelings, right?Well how come anything and everything I want.. I a...
NovemberNov 13 Tuesday 07
Blendified.
This is a story about what happens in life.God.Wonderful, powerful God will sit down with me tonight.He will make a blender appear and a table full...
OctoberOct 29 Monday 07
I knew it
I have been way too happy lately, I knew I was going to break sometime.And tonight did it.She doesn't understand- she is not my MOM.I am sitting down with my father, and she decides WELL HEY I WILL JO...
OctoberOct 23 Tuesday 07
You were meant for amazing things.
Well well well.Where to begin?My life lately has been so amazing, I really cannot begin to explain.All thanks to Linda, I don't think I could have ever became this way if it wasn't for her, and her po...
OctoberOct 15 Monday 07
In one weekend, it’s amazing how your life can do a 180.
Well yesterday as everyone probably knows, Linda and I got together with some friends and talked about Jesus.Me- talking about JESUS?Ha, rofl all you want, but the fact is that I learned so much.I wan...
SeptemberSep 30 Sunday 07
And the pain magnifies.
First a bulletin, now a blog.
DEAL.
[I will add crap later.]
I realized that there is too much hipocracy in this world.I realized that I shouldn't have to be friends with poeople who mak...
SeptemberSep 11 Tuesday 07
Hell has arrived.
Hm.So yeah.. another emotional blog about how much my life sucks.blahblah. Just hate me already.I hate complaining just as much as you do, but no one is forcing you to read these.I lay everything out ...
AugustAug 24 Friday 07
Holding up well.
Gay.Completely retarded and gayyyyy.Blah. Everything affects my mood. I can't help but be jealous.Of a book?Wow Casey- how retarded are you?A simple book can just make me want to fucking kill someone....
JulyJul 29 Sunday 07
Birthday Party.
As you all should know... Last night, July 28, Devon and I had our party.It was so fun.YOU SHOULD BE JEALOUS.My sweet 16, and her 18th party.There weren't as many kids as I had expected.Thanks for com...
JulyJul 26 Thursday 07
Paper spoons.
You know.. plastic is so much stronger than paper.And yet paper is used to wrap up the things we treasure most.Odd.It's cheap.So we wrap up what we love in cheap paper.Wow. Lovely.That was random.If I...
JulyJul 16 Monday 07
Time for an update.
I don't even know what to type.Lets sum up life right now:Disappointing and stressful.My mother and I are at the point where we aren't even talking anymore.I lost my MP3 player somewhere [Probably at ...