MayMay 29 Thursday 08
I'm quite bothered by the terms on which my life is lived. Things are not what they were meant to be and it seems like all my feelings were so completely delusional when I made my most impacting decisions. Am I a completely irrational person? Or is everyone just like …
AprilApr 21 Saturday 07
You know you are in love when you see the world in his eyes, and his eyes everywhere in the world.
Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all …
AprilApr 6 Friday 07
Im ready to stab my stomache.
Grr. It hurts really bad.
I miss andrew and Im hating every part of my life but him and Jesus, right now.
MarchMar 29 Thursday 07
I decided I dont want to know they exsist anymore.
Or for them to know I exsit.
It hurts so much less
I've been drinking alot of water, and Im in dire need to use the urinary desposal system.
MarchMar 27 Tuesday 07
.. Are stupid.
I had a friend that was of the best, when I told him I was getting married, he threw a huge fit, telling me I never cared about him, calling me a whore. He said, since I am getting married wasnt going to be my friend.
Then two days ago, I find out …