Starting new, I think its time for a change. I can't keep living in this way. Complaining that things aren't changing, that things aren't going my way. And I've come to realize that its my fault things are the way they are. I've wrapped my whole life around one person, and now that that person is gone, i'm in a chaotic mess. Why do things need to be that way? They don't. I've realized in the past 5 minutes that this is MY life. I'm living in a new place where I don't really know anyone, with nothing tying me back to Spartanburg [except my best friend Jenn <3 ] Why not take advantage of the situation at hand? I don't like who i've turned into...ok? Change. I have complete control over who I am and who I want to be. What music I like, what I like to wear, what i look like. I've spent my whole life trying to meet people's expectations cause I never thought I was good enough. No wonder i'm not happy. This is a new leaf turned over. A new me. Someone who isn't going to cry because you don't like me, or what I think. I am an individual human being. I'm not on this earth to please those around me. Although, I'd like to think that I do.

I'm a Christian
A daughter
A sister
A student
A friend
A best friend
A BBAMFFF
A listener
A talker
A pacifist
A lover
A musician.

I'm all of these things and more, but most importantly I'm

Erica Fawn Rosser.

The one.
The only.