AugustAug 11 Saturday 07
Happiness.
My life has been full of so many ups and downs in the past year... Struggles and smiles... Hugs and kisses... Yelling and whispering.
I have never been more happy. Everything in my life is finally pulling together and the pieces are all falling into the places they were …
AugustAug 7 Tuesday 07
Complete Control
Life is what you make it, and what you take from it. I always thought I was in control of my life... and that I had my hands on the wheel and my foot on the throttle; speeding through the tunnels at full speed. Until the tunnel ended and there was no light at the end. …
AugustAug 4 Saturday 07
Dark Clouds of Relief
The weather here in Arizona is the most beautiful weather you will find anywhere. It pours down rain, while the sun shines. The skies turn black but nothing ever happens. The sunsets alone are something to be in awe at.
I wasn't doing well for a while. I was down, and I …
AugustAug 3 Friday 07
We'll Meet Again
I need to chill out.
I found the source of my mad headache.
I took care of it.
In all the wrong ways.
I know your messy ways will show through again.
I don't know where and I don't know when.
But I am running far away from them.
No more, no more.
Until the end.
Woah there...
Fuck.
That's the word that sums up today. Not a good day. No way. No how. Stupid shit really. People coming back into my life, leaving little notes about love. Just handled the wrong way pretty much. And not by me. I handled everything pretty well I believe. I could …
We'll Meet Again
I need to chill out.
I found the source of my mad headache.
I took care of it.
In all the wrong ways.
I know your messy ways will show through again.
I don't know where and I don't know when.
But I am running far away from them.
No more, no more.
Until the end.
Been A While
Thought I needed to do a little entry since it has been a while... from my new sidekick... things are not too bad around here since the last failure meltdown and that's good.
New york is so close I can feel it, tomorrow will be another day closer... more on that later.
I Lost My Golden Ticket Home
Lack of writing is a bad thing i don't want to keep around as a habit. This week was something to forget, and so last night I took shot after shot, to forget. I'm feeling it today.
This may seem like a phrase on a broken record but human hearts are fragile things, and …
Been A While
Thought I needed to do a little entry since it has been a while... from my new sidekick... things are not too bad around here since the last failure meltdown and that's good.
New york is so close I can feel it, tomorrow will be another day closer... more on that later.
I Thought I Knew
Everyone I know is a monster. Self centered pigs. You think you know someone after 8 years, but I guess one day they show their true colors. I don't understand how easy people can turn into a hideous version of themselves, and just destroy someone's heart.
I guess the …
Woah there...
Fuck.
That's the word that sums up today. Not a good day. No way. No how. Stupid shit really. People coming back into my life, leaving little notes about love. Just handled the wrong way pretty much. And not by me. I handled everything pretty well I believe. I could …
Wait, Don't Go
I'm fighting for you
I'm sneaking around every corner
Just to see if this is what I thought it could be
Come home
Come home
Rescue me.
I'm loosing everynight
Worse the the night before
Falling apart at the seams
I can't see anymore.
Complexity or Stupidty?
I just got off the phone with a very beautiful girl, and we discussed many life lessons. I am not sure where this is going to lead to, this rant, but all I know is that she is miles away and feels exactly as I do. You give yourself this one person in life who knows …
I Lost My Golden Ticket Home
Lack of writing is a bad thing i don't want to keep around as a habit. This week was something to forget, and so last night I took shot after shot, to forget. I'm feeling it today.
This may seem like a phrase on a broken record but human hearts are fragile things, and …
Pour The Next One Down
Shot after shot, that seems to be my philosophy as of late.
Drinking to feel better, feeling better to live. Living to live because that's what we do. My world spins around and that's the way I like it right now. I realized today that I can't stand my family. The actual …
Complexity or Stupidty?
I just got off the phone with a very beautiful girl, and we discussed many life lessons. I am not sure where this is going to lead to, this rant, but all I know is that she is miles away and feels exactly as I do. You give yourself this one person in life who knows …
I Thought I Knew
Everyone I know is a monster. Self centered pigs. You think you know someone after 8 years, but I guess one day they show their true colors. I don't understand how easy people can turn into a hideous version of themselves, and just destroy someone's heart.
I guess the …
Pour The Next One Down
Shot after shot, that seems to be my philosophy as of late.
Drinking to feel better, feeling better to live. Living to live because that's what we do. My world spins around and that's the way I like it right now. I realized today that I can't stand my family. The actual …
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Random thought.
It's funny how men fall victim to women.
Every single one of us.
I'm Only Asking...
Is it possible for your heart to go out to a certain person just by the way they walk? The way their hair moves in the air? I was not sure if I believed in love at first sight...but there are those people that are genuinely beautiful. That certain person that walks by …