May 2, 2009
Tumblr is a horrible, horrible addiction. One I'll most likely not break for a long while.
Oh well.
I've been doing better.
April's been a bit rough, what with the rain and all.
But summer will much improve my mood.
April 8, 2009
It really was.
And it fucking sucks
that we're fighting more apart,
than we ever did the four months
April 2, 2009
I fell asleep in three classes.
I really don't do that. Until now.
On an unrelated note,
I think you should listen to the song
Recycled Air, by the Postal Service.
March 25, 2009
It was also a reminder that I do not keep my emotions in check.
Furthermore, I do not, in fact, have control over anything.
At all.
March 18, 2009
I'm in a good mood, although that surprises me after the bad night I had last night.
I feel refreshed; I think I'm finally getting better.
I'm learning Moonlight Sonata on piano. I really like it, a lot.
March 16, 2009
I want to hurry up and get better.
My days are beginning to bleed together; it's because of this medication, and because I'm sleeping so much.
My father came to visit me today.
We spoke about my sister, my mother, his job.
March 14, 2009
I'm hurting but I get to see my best friend and my girl.
That makes me feel much better.
Secret? I wish that they could stay longer than my mother will let them.
I want to curl up on the couch with Emily and watch a movie.
And Heather always manages to make me feel better when I feel like shit.
I'm so glad I have them both.
Emily is asking, "Do you want soup? Do you want me to bring you ice cream? Do you want some chapstick?"
March 12, 2009
It started out horribly and ended wonderfully.
I can't complain.
I love it when my bad days turn themselves around.
March 11, 2009
You really do learn something new every day.
Today I wondered if I knew anyone.
The answer, turns out to be, was yes.
March 8, 2009
A reminder of human cruelty, of fear, of mistakes not worth making.
I crave sleep, I need it like a drug.
Cleanse me. Purification.
March 7, 2009
I got in some volunteer work. I performed. I wrote a song. I watched a family movie.
Also, it was absolutely beautiful outside.
March 6, 2009
Five days, no school. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not.
Today, I have swimming practice at 4. I need motivation.