... I just came back last night from a really long hard hiatus of 2 weeks forced by political/order issues on my city and especially on my university; after two weeks of students fights and military incursions all across the country to universities; it seems that government have given a step back; the president from the board on my university quiet this morning... barely just in time, but not as soon as supposed him to did it. But now we are on a very hard situation... almost all the buildings and university stuff were destroyed by the military incursions... is a shame see my faculty the way it is now... sad... really sad... years of students commitment and founds savings totally wasted by excessive government force against pacific protests... tuesday will be a hard day to come back (monday will be holyday) and see the real damage on the facilities... no chairs, no tables, workshops totally destroy, not to mention the lightroom and the administrative offices... sad...

After all this time I was out the city I realize so many things about politics, and to say the true... I don't like it... there are things you should know aren't made for you, and politics is one of those aren't made for my... to much confusion, money, and egos involved... not to mention power and influences; sadly I became aware of this a little late...

The hardest thing of all this 2 weeks was the fact I was almost totally disconnected from internet, without my camera or labtop... ergo... without doing any design, photo or anything related... emptiness is a words with a new significance now. Still optimistic... as always; I don't know if is lame to think that everything is gonna be like before... a hard crash with reality all this political issues of the last 2 weeks... but I thing the hardness punch came for the Annya's travel... one of my best friends ever left to China this week... sad... very sad, no more doing sounds of cash machines on banks lines or talking on Russian/English in the middle of a movie with a theater full of people... dang!... what a estrange year!! not to mention what stupid things can do 2 persons when they are bored... sigh... midnight drunk calls, pig races on the country, road trips to nowhere... a lot of memories... I will miss my Russian girl

Today I will stay at home, doing laundry (2 weeks off!); reading the internetes, reconnecting my life, installing Symphony for my next project (mmm... I have hear a lot of good things about it... so I will give it a chance), cleaning the sticky fingerprints of my labtop (caused by a two weeks "vacations" when your mother think that your MBP is (and for sure it is) coolest than her WAIO and start using it)... mmmm... not good... not good, coming back to life, to my projects, to my routine of no routine.

Is happy be online... again... at last.