A New Beginning

This is different and new to me.
I don't know if you will ever see,
The way I feel, the way I think,
For us it will always make a kink.

If we can do this,
If we can try,
To you I still have to lie.
There is so much that you don't know,
So much that I can not show.

Do you understand?
Will you still hold my hand,
In times of pain, in times of need?
Or will you run from my ugly deed?
Will you care for me at all?
Will you just let me fall?

To you, I give this simple plea,
Accept me or let me be.
I'm all I am.
I'm all I will be.
Are you sure what you want is me?