Chew on this for a really long time before you swallow it... This is really hard for me to write but im doing it because of the love Christ has shown me...

When will I wake up?
and realize
that there are people out there
just like me

When will I wake up ?
and stand and walk
towards Christ
Then kneel before the most holy God
who loves me so much that all i can do is cry
because of the COMPLETE grace that He has given us
so much grace that it gives us the repeating fiirst chance to TURN away from the pain
that is caused by all the things i think will make me better.

When will i wake up?
and truly love God and truly LOVE
people
by what i do
and not just by what i say

When will i wake up?
when will we wake up?
when will the body of Christ wake up?
from the lies that are choking and squeezing the life out of us
When?
When will i realize the kind of pain people are going through
and then try to help...
by what i do...
and not just by what i say...
when?

Written humbly with more love than I have ever been able to show before,
-Ryan M.

Im sorry if this offended you... but just know that i will not take back what is said on this page. Love sometimes causes us to realize our desperate need to be honest.