i honestly feel like i might of been dead before i went to kolkata.
like i was walking through my days, dazed like a zombie.
the walking dead.

i feel guilty being back here.
there is a danger to this place for me now.
like a trap i could walk right back into who i was,
where i was going.
no where.

i want to watch the film.
stare at the photos.
i want that place to stick.
i want the change it brings to overtake me.

we are too comfortable.
self.possessed and blinded.

i've always known there were bigger things for me.
and i believe that this is helping me find the way
to my God purposed future.

i don't want to be a zombie.
i'm willing to be uncomfortable.
i said it.
i'm willing to be uncomfortable.

become the change
you want to see in the world.

i want people to see outside themselves.