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made by Sean Marie on May 15, 2008

They're getting to me, and my attitude is devolving. I used to think …

They're getting to me, and my attitude is devolving. I used to think of people in terms of three categories--a few friends, even fewer enemies, and many innocent bystanders. Now I'm down to two--friends and livestock. I am buffeted and trampled by a horde of mindless, souless meat on the hoof. I need to get out of this pen, this coop, this sty.

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Sean Marie, May 15, 2008:

I hadn't seen the TALK TO ME post--funny that the metaphor keeps resurfacing from independent sources. It's sad, really--all these opportunites and resources wasted on people who just want to be told what piece of plastic crap they should buy, or eat, or worship this week. You're right that the "ranchers" care less about the masses than they would about cattle. Anyone raising livestock understands that universal health care, decent food and clean water are an investment, not a gift.

I could really use a desert island right about now.

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michael, May 16, 2008:

It wasn't long ago that I felt the same way about people. All I wanted to do was escape to somewhere. But where? I had to ask myself, "What's it going to take to make me happy or at least content?" Then I wrote a list of things or "blames" of why I was so unhappy.
Throwing money at it or running away from it would just bring up other problems. It will never be enough. My solution and the change I had to make was me. I had to believe in myself. I had to like myself and know that there was something here worth saving. The corral was and still is in my head. I always have to convince myself that I deserve to be on the outside. When I'm able to stand in that place inside of me and accept all that I am and all I have done and still believe in myself, I find peace.
I find amazing qualities in all of you here. I even find myself wishing I had some of your talents. Maybe that would make me happier....maybe that would make me complete. You want instant change, buy a new wallet or a keychain. Like anything else it gets old fast.
In my opinion, you need to ask yourself what it's really going to take to make you happy.
I'll probably get ripped apart by everybody here, but I thought I'd share how I deal with it.

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Sean Marie, May 16, 2008:

I won't rip you up, Michael, and I do know what you mean, but there are occasions when you have to say, "It's not me, it's you." Standing in the cold, driving rain, I might try to find it invigorating, I might think of all the things that are worse than being wet, I might count the reasons I deserve to be warm and dry--or I can take shelter. It's nasty out there right now, so I'm staying in.

Dearest echo, the financial benefit of caring for people comes from the expenses that are avoided. It's just like ranching--you're better off taking care of the whole herd equally. Trying to protect a few prize head is futile--once disease gets a foothold, you can lose it all. Tuberculosis has been creeping back into our population--there's a cure for it, but it's very expensive and it takes about a year of treatment. It's mostly found among the homeless and otherwise neglected, but once they get it, nurses get it, then even the well-heeled patients having elective procedures get it, then their families get it, and so on, and so on. The problem of contagion also applies to poverty, violence, ignorance, etc. Disease is just the easiest example.

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