alright, so i know i havent contributed at all yet, but i am …
alright, so i know i havent contributed at all yet, but i am now.
the thing i hate the most about myself is that i am so completely adaptable.
that might sound like i good thing, but its really not.
i can be whoever you want me to be. i conform to what people expect out of a girl like me.
and its made it so that i am rarely who i really am, which is a loud, raucous, sometimes angry girl who isnt afraid to speak her mind.
but since im a petite, pale, blue eyed girl, i am usually quiet and reserved. or, if thats not who i feel i "should" be at that particular time, im something else.
its disgusting.
i know this is kinda rambling, but thats how i am.....? maybe?
who knows.
certainly not me.
