im going down

i hope u are very fuckin happy.

uggh i hate feelin like this.

seein u all happy makes me fuckin sick. why?? cause that could have been me! and now that u doin wat u do, u forgot all about me and wat not. wen u tell me time and time again that u wouldnt leave me lonely. well guess wat fuck nut. YOU DID! and u fuckin suck for it! so wat cause u ballin now, wat that means u gotta forgot about the people that fuckin matter? i guess i dun matter as much as the people u get to party with huh. little do u know that i think of u constantly and always hope that youre ok. and do u show ME the same kind consideration? FUCK NO! goes to show how much you really DO care about me. i even left u my number to call so we can play catch up. but do u call? no! that bitch better not be tellin u to not call me. cause if she is. OH LORD HELP ME TO NOT BEAT HER ASS ISLAND STYLE!! i jus cant believe u forgot about me. i know wat ur gonna say, ur gonna say u been busy and wat not. BULL-MUTHAFUCKIN-SHIT ASSLICKER!!! u partyin like a damn rockstar!! u aint busy. 10 minutes is all i ask for. is that too fuckin much?? i guess in yur VIP world that is. u know wat! go head and keep on doin wat u do. cause watch, the one day u gonna need me, i aint gonna fuckin be there. and then u will be sorry. i almost guarantee it.

i hate to say this and it hurts to say...i need u outta my life. u keep me hangin on to an empty hope that aint ever gonna happen. u know why?!?! cause we were never meant to be....ANYTHING!

good bye forever...i still love you though. always have, always will.

x-posted to vox

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wat ticks me off.

ok im pretty much an easy going girl. it takes alot to get me angry. well not really but i hold it all in til i cant take it no more and then i jus blow up.
for example, i cant stand wen people are utterly dumb and cant think of the total obvious. this past weekend, my room mate saw a fren of mine at sum meeting she had to go to. so my fren tells the roomy that shes been tryin to get a hold of me via fone. well HELLO FOREST! my fone is outta commission right now. so wouldnt u think of contacting me in other ways? like myspace, yahooIM etc. but then again i cant expect that much from this girl cause she is totally comp dumb and her comp(MAC) is a total piece of shit. i aint puttin MAC comps down. jus hers. so ya. shes dumb. she cant think right. i could go on and on about her but i love her to bits. but wen it comes down to actually thinking straight she cant do it. wit all those books she reads and wat not. she cant put a simple 2 and 2 together. i mean if i were her i wouldve hit her up on yahoo, myspace or watever other sites shes on. uggggh.

ok im done.

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