That pidder and that padder
Was puddering as I wondered...
What really is the matter?

How easily overtaken I am
How overly sedated I have been
To fall asleep
and wake up in this dream

I met you
and I fell for you

Like I always seem to do...
Such a silly, silly girl...

And I imagined
whenever it was that I thought of you

That we would be here
And sharing a bed
and sharing a home
and sharing our lives
and sharing, yes oh sharing everything.
This is mine.
This is ours,
but never... yours.
Ever ours

Even though
it was such a sour, green little apple
I still took the first bite,
and we're sharing this
right down to our cores.

It's as if I've always wanted this
Yes ofcourse,
But with you
Ever unsure

If it's right, then we'll finish it
as we're starting this
it just as sour as it is sweet
And I'm bathing in the love and the light
That seems so massively complete.

I'm alone, never without you.
I'm on the phone, talking about you.
I'm on this computer, just writing about you.

But this life is still me,
living my life for me.
That's the best part,
or so I should think.