Today and the past couple of weeks that I am the way I am because i let my self get this way. I have been missing alot
of things. Mainly people. I miss you Alyssa. I know your probably not going to read this. But hey. I think if you don't try
to find something that will make you happy then you won't be happy yourself. So I am finding that center point thing
that can make me happy. Whether it be a human or it be a glass of water. That is the thing that makes me happy. I know
this really isn't making any sense what so ever. But to me it seems great. I am happier than I have ever been. But i just
have to let things go. That I don't think I will ever let go. But enough of that. I am doing great now. I feel that I can accomplish
anything I set my self to defeat. You just have to have confidence and with out confidence you will be nowhere. You gotta have
faith as George Micheal says in his hit 80's song. Well thats all.

love you

Samuel Abner Lou Owens