I've been living for 3 months out of college now and the transition is what i expected. I don't transition well. Losing the people you do life with for 3 years is something i don't find easy... despite their extravagant ease at it. A brief overview of my life for the past 3 months.

1. i worked to raise money for an adventure i believe in. i worked at a restaurant. don't ever do that. it will drain your soul.
2. i have written some songs that have an odd feel to them. almost as if it wasn't me writing them. very detached. that must change
3. i've made some decisions that are a reflection of my state of mind. but the light is ahead
4. jadiid played some shows that convinced me more that music can change the world... hopefully we'll get people to listen
5. i met a great new friend that gave me hope in the faith i choose to follow and found an old friend that will find himself if he searches hard enough
6. i'm still journeying, looking, searching, longing for the thing that eludes my grasp. i will never stop

these fragmented thought may be confusing but welcome to my mind for the summer. I leave for another country tomorrow where there are new people and new things to create.

We are still singing together friends, and the world is not far from the change it needs.

Peace and Grace
matthew

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