When God is testing you he is not trying to kill you, but he is trying to see if your ripe enough fruit for the desire he has for you. When we as humans go through the trails of life they are not designed to kill us, but the kill the thing that is keeping us from our passion. For so many years I have been held hostage by the problems I have allowed myself to willing take part in. However, God is still allowing me to rippen. His desire is for me to live up to his will and not the will of others. His goal is for me to become like him on earth so I can become a pathway to him.

The problem is I can never be that until I first allow myself to become put assembled by the master builder. Our destiny in life is not wrapped up in how someone thinks about us, but it is wrapped up in how God and us think of ourselves.

STOP, killing your own dreams. STOP, killing your destiny, and STOP, killing the God that lives in you by always placing yourself hostage because you are to jacked up in the head to realize that you are greater than the powers that be. Your happy thoughts should consist of only how God thinks about you, and the positive things you think about yourself. To HELL with everyone else, because if they can't see who you are in God then they will never see who you are to them. You are the greatest you there will ever be, and you can not allow anyone to take that from you. So, allow God to test you, because it is to better you for the real problems of the world that are not the gas prices.