My goal in life is to be unapologetically Steph. I am learning more of who I am and what makes me tick every day. It blows me a way that God never lets go. He's the only reason why I don't let go. I'm a contradictory person by nature. My greatest strengths are also the things that cause me trouble. I'm detailed and analytical. I long for a sweeter love song. I don't date just to date. I don't want to be a good time for someone, rather, a lifetime with someone. I lie to myself. I'm very good at it. I have people in my life who call me out on it. I need that. I love coining phrases. My life is like a song. I do believe it has its own soundtrack that is being written as I live. Music helps me pray what's unspoken/unknown in me. Understand me. Speak for me. Learn and love for me. Writing music is how my soul inhales and exhales. I hear everything and it can freak me out because I have an over active imagination. I love to laugh. I have a very distinctive laugh. When God is messing me, I tend to be a bi polar mess. I'm all over the place. I'm learning that 'love is when you take a risk with somebody and say you could really destroy me because I really care. That's what love is, and God does that with us.' I forgive because I've been forgiven of much. I am a very quirky person. I can flip eggs in a pan. I sing 'I feel pretty' while scrambling eggs...primarily because I feel pretty when I scramble eggs. I believe life is a series of decisions. I'm petrified of making the wrong ones. I'm scared of a lot of things. Things that can bite me, falling from a high height, getting into a car accident, getting my heart crushed, not hearing from God, and hurting someone I care about unintentionally, not having all the answers or solutions. Most of my life consists of doing it afraid and I tend to find myself in uncomfortable situations. I am a reflection of my past and of God's grace. I don't think I'm the easiest person to love at times, but God seems to do it, so I'm working on doing it as well. I'm generally indecisive. I write like I talk. I can't get to the point, too detailed at times. I get overwhelmed with the unknown. I'm not afraid to cry to let it out, but I rarely do it in front of anyway. I don't think I have ever cried on anyone's shoulder. I like to sit on one foot, usually my right one, at my desk. I like to sleep with my legs cross Indian style. I can do the splits. I was the majorette in the marching band and a cheerleader at the same time... I like to break stereotypes like that. I don't like to live in the past. I know that the best is yet to come, while embracing what I've got now. I don't do well being put on the spot. I am curious person by nature which has been known to get me in trouble. I get a twangy when I'm tired. I pick up peoples accents when talking with them. Most importantly I love Jesus.
Jun 9, 2008
I was officially diagnosed with bi-polar disorder on June 3rd. It was the most liberating day of my life. I have known for the past 4 years that I am, as I had a neurologist tell me. But being prideful, ashamed, stubborn, etc., etc., I knowingly lied to the …
May 27, 2008
There is something incredibly surreal for me when I come home. Even more so when I come to my mom's house. Mom lives in the area that I grew up. It never seems to fail that some things will be different. A new building or house that has been built somewhere. A store …
Mar 24, 2008
Yesterday at service, Perry brought up how in Revelations 19 Jesus is described in two words, Faithful and True. It made me ponder the question about myself. Being truly honest with myself, I really do wonder how it is that people view me, and I really do care. I …
One Night with the King, The Passion of the Christ, End of the Spear, Hope Floats, anything that really moves ya and makes you evaluate your life. I'm also a sucker for romantic movies. I love sports and comedy movies as well.
The Bible, A Purpose Driven Life, Mr. Roger's (the tv show guy) his books. Captivating. It's an AWESOME book ladies. I recommend reading it! I've been reading sound tech books lately too. Gotta be a bit of a geek...
Angela, Feb 16, 2008:
I am really glad that we work on production together. I believe God put us there together to become friends. I just wanted you to know that I am thankful for your friendship and you mean a lot to me!
Tara-Leigh Cobble, Oct 3, 2007:
Hey Steph! This Saturday night, you should come out to catch one of my rare performances with Lee McDerment in our side project, "Trailer Park Avenue." We're playing at The Channel (26 Orchard Park Dr. / Greenville, SC / 29607) @ 7pm. $6 adm. Hope to see you there!
Michele, Sep 27, 2007:
Hey girl! I missed you last night! Have a great week and i'll see you next week!
timothy j. lee, Sep 19, 2007:
thanks. see you then, tim
judith, Sep 10, 2007:
It was nice to meet you, too. I hope you had a great time with Ken and the production crew. I'm sure I'll see ya at NewSpring again.
Colleen, Sep 7, 2007:
Hey lady! So glad to know you. See you soon friend!
IG - Ivana Gatti / Gianni Maroccolo, Aug 27, 2007:
hello Stephanie, thanks for the add
B.CooP*, Aug 26, 2007:
AND YOU'RE HERE... WELCOME
One Love,
B.CooP*