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JanuaryJan 27 Tuesday 09
Adult Industry Babble
What a distracted little bumble bee I have been lately. Anyways, overall I've noticed that things are really smooth and neutral in my life right now. Which is excellent for me! I like a bit of calmness and mundane time. I've been sleeping so much better lately. It is …
JanuaryJan 22 Thursday 09
What's going on??
Hehe just thought I'd share. I'm on a beauty product craze (and I mean it) lately. So blah at not feeling sexy. I swear my meds are wreaking havoc on my life. It's just ridiculous. Going out to dinner now. Photoshoot tonight. I'll just have to pull that sex kitten out …
JanuaryJan 20 Tuesday 09
Real Update Soon
Seems like everything with my website is going totally wrong. Honestly, I just can't handle this alone anymore. Things have gotten larger than I can deal with. I'm trying to figure out what the hell to do about that, but seriously it's so exhausting. Booo! Eghhh, I …
JanuaryJan 14 Wednesday 09
Red Hair!
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I have my red hair back! I'm so happy. You can't totally tell in my crappy pictures, but I'll upload some from my SLR soon. It's shiny and red. Sorry this video was sorta random. Been busy lately trying to fix things!
LOVE IT!
Enjoy? …
JanuaryJan 13 Tuesday 09
Red Head! [Flickr]
Joodie posted a photo:
I dyed my hair red again! I missed it so much... my hair is also looking really long. Fun!
JanuaryJan 9 Friday 09
Newsflash and Mental Health Questions
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I tried to focus a large portion of this video blog towards the questions I get from people asking about anxiety, depression, medication, suggestions, etc. I just touched a bit more on my experience with it and talked a bit about the things …
JanuaryJan 4 Sunday 09
My First 2009 Videoblog!
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This video is long and rambly, if you don't like listening to me- then don't watch. I talk a bit about my holidays, my website outage and the MTV show.
Enjoy? Let's get cozy over coffee.
For the rest of the story, images, video and content …
JanuaryJan 2 Friday 09
Wow wow wow...
EDIT: Important (please read)⦠Member's area links are all fixed and functional. My message board is having some sort of design error at the moment but I'm troubleshooting right now. Also, updated my contact page (members, I urge you greatly to just take note of …
DecemberDec 22 Monday 08
Errors
EDIT⦠again: Okay, still having errors. I'm gonna make this up to my members with some extra videos and pictures I think. If you're curious as to why I've been having so many issues with the members area, it's because I'm having a script installed that will take …
DecemberDec 12 Friday 08
Yeah, I said it.
Brrrr! It's cold in here!
I have an official case of the winter moodies. I've been down and up the past few days and blogging seemed like just such a chore. But really, writing down even the most mundane things helps make my day seem a little bit more manageable and …
DecemberDec 1 Monday 08
Post-Thanksgiving Frenzies
Wow, I hope everyone had a really good holiday weekend with family or friends! I went to my cousin's house (like we do every year) but the food was especially good because we had different cooks (ladies in the kitchen) this year. Nothing was burnt! Nothing! But now the …
NovemberNov 21 Friday 08
Candy
Members got candy this week!
Oh man, so sorry it's been awhile for a decent post! I feel like I've been very busy, but at the same time it sorta looks like I'm not getting anything done. Which is a strange feeling. The MTV show aired again. So hi to all the newbies out …
NovemberNov 14 Friday 08
Links for 2008-11-11 [del.icio.us]
NovemberNov 12 Wednesday 08
Time for me.
I've got a hold of it. I'm alright, and I'm over it. T gave me a few moments of bliss that I didn't know could be real. So I will be thankful for that, even if it makes everything else seem a little bit more grey⦠But it doesn't bother me anymore. Next time I …
NovemberNov 11 Tuesday 08
Not Much To Say
"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions"
"Do not assume …
NovemberNov 7 Friday 08
I am this girl.
I feel very compelled to articulate what is going on in my life into words because it is certainly something intense. It's just also a bit confusing and seems to change with the wind. Basically I'm really, highly aware of my emotions right now. And they've all been very …