That's Fab.u.lous!

Click on the picture to see it full size. I have no idea why I finally finished that piece (if it is finished). I started it about four years ago when I was dating my first boyfriend and basically oblivious to any sort of drawing skills. I just remembered the piece and …

End of the Ride!

Okie dokie! So not only was a feeling better yesterday about things in general, I'm feeling even better today. Travis wrote me back and his business is his and it's not my place to write anything about that here. But we have a lot in common I think and I understood …

Light My Fire

Okay, okay, so I lied. Writing does help… well actually, more reading all the lovely responses. I wasn't sure if my rant would just confuse people or what, but a lot of you (even some lurkers, I'm such a proud blog mom! *tear*) commented/messaged me with support. I …

The Next Step

I am so fucking enraged right now. If I had a gun I would be shooting it straight up into the sky above me and hoping that one of the bullets falling back to earth would land in my skull. I need to do something, but I have nothing to DO. PS- If you're having [...]

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Once Again Without Emotion

Haha I was just reading back into the archives. This is my highly suicidal birthday post from last year. Oh, things have changed a lot. In all actuality I was reading my old entries to see if I had actually made any progress in my life. Because most of the time it …

Party Of One

Today wasn't very good. I'm not gonna say it was completely shitty. But 90% of it was. Travis completely sketched out on me. And I'm just bumming in general. For being such a moron. Apparently people that come to meet me in person have a half life of about a week. I'm …

We Poisoned Their Asses

Don't read this post. Please, instead let me summarize. I'm about to be 19 in a few weeks and I still have no fucking clue what is going on in this world. But I'm still trying damn hard to figure out some bits and pieces of it. On a side note, I really hate psyche …

I love...

Some things I love: new life energy, sticking it to society, giggling, love notes, getting to know amazing people, renewed desire for creation, basically, life moving forward. Life recently. In general. Oh yeah… one does not belong. Can you guess?! Haha, real love …

they love me so much! [Flickr]

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Two in one day! That's a first.



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Yes I Did! [Flickr]

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Best rip off of a designer ever. Im in love.

It's A Capitalists World!

I'm sorry but I just have to say that lace chokers are possibly the sexiest thing ever. I love my Victorian/black jewelry, and I love lace. It's such a purdy combination. You must see! Sometimes they can get a bit costumey or overly extravagent. But c'mon, this is …

Video + Short Update

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I tried posting this a few days ago, but shitty software put a watermark over the whole thing. Anyways, I'm really exhausted from my photoshoot today. Lots of work! (If you're a member, check it out!) Otherwise, I need to get some sleep and …

swirlies [Flickr]

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pretty!

I'm Losing Faith

People are big meanie poop heads! First someone steals my brothers bike in Chicago right after my mom took it to the shop to get it fixed up so he could get to work easier. Now someone breaks into my car! Someone broke the lock on my passenger side several weeks ago and …

frosting [Flickr]

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lime green frosting! [Flickr]

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purple frosting [Flickr]

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Really Rambling, Beware!

I can't figure out what I most want to do right now. Usually that doesn't bother me. But when people ask I feel kind of dumb for not having a good answer. Because in reality I'm just trying to keep my head above water and focus on the task at hand. I don't look much …

Big Post Here Ladies And Gents

Anybody watch the Republican National Convention?? I didn't mention the Democratic one, but I did Tivo it. Somehow I managed to just glimse each candidates final speech. And then I followed it up with some hilarity soup from John Stewart and Steven Colbert! Ohhh biased …

Trying to be.

You know what would really perfect sometimes? If I could just melt… like when you finally lay down in bed at the end of the day. That feeling, but other times. I spend too much time being one thing or another and I really wish I could just melt into a situation and …