God, I think I've forgotten what it is to have relationship.

I just realized how caught up I get in this stuff... school, designing...church. All my time goes down the drain before I say one word to you. I'm writing you this letter to apologize. I'll give you a few minutes now before I go to sleep. I should spend more time... maybe tell you about my day, but it went by so fast. Anyway, you were there...

What if this is all ...nothing. What if it's all a waste of time. Then all that matters is if you know my name. In the end, how many hungry people did I feed as if I was feeding you? How many times did I stop to talk to someone, or even give them a second glance? I need to try harder.