I don't understand it. I took a good break for a week. Went on my own... got away. I came back, and got rigth back into the swing of things... kinda seems like I never left.

I don't think I really do a lot. Perhaps I even feel like I should be doing more, but I don't know if I can really handle what I'm doing, or maybe I just suck at managing my time. I just get stressed about about everything. I've got a credit card backed up and I'm trying to get jobs done, but they're pilling up. It's kinda overwhelming.

I'm just really moody lately tho! I get focussed on relationships and get kinda depressed about it almost every other night. It's weird. It's good for writing tunes and all, but it sucks! I need to change my thinking or something... am I thinking negatively, not trusting God enough? Not believing