well its morning and i am sitting here at church waiting remembering is everything made up of a memory? well maybe to GOD cause he has read written and seen every scripted moment of our lives. i started this thought on october 21. here it is december 17 and i have still got more to say about it. there is so much i just can't talk enough about that idea that i had that day. it would be really cool to get a hold of a book that sontains your life story. i think if you did that book would be considered fiction based on a true story cause i tel you some time if i knew i was going to make a big mistake and i read what i was going to do just before i did it. i would change some things. boy i would change a lot of things.