well nobody will read this for a while but any way i wanted to talk about experienceing life for yourself. Life is not the way you see it in movies its a lot more really and a much more dark. not all life are dark but there are some moments that will punch you in the face like falling in love. there are moments where you have to make up you mind about who you want to be (the good thing is GOD always gives us room to improve). what i have been doing is asking GOD to make all my intensions pure and to be made with pure love. the best thing of all is LOVE.-paul c.